Embracing Chaos

First Contact

It's fine to feel pain. Really, it's totally humane. If you're a fan of the Fault in our Stars, you're probably going to think "Hell yes, Pain demands to be felt". This is actually what i want you to grasp. It's okay to hurt, it's okay to be sad but what's essential is being able to get back up and shine bright again. I know you'll think that me typing this here is a bunch of words easily spitted out. You aren't wrong. But my aim is to help you get through anything, cause i believe we can. Whether you're a highly depressive kid, or you're just fighting to get through some very bad stuff right now, we will try to motivate you in embracing the whole of your chaos.

You don't have to be strong. Clearly. Yes, hear me out. You don't. From my point of view, strength is for the weak ones. You aren't a weak being. If you were, you wouldn't be here today. You would probably still be stuck in your mom's vagina. I honestly believe that if you could successfully go through all the process of being born, then you can actually go through anything. That's a lot of optimistic words written here, right? Well, probably, but it isn't completely false as well.

So dear kid, you don't need to be strong, cause you already are. You only have to overcome the fear. The fear that you put on yourself because of society expectations and other shit of this kind. You aren't reading this right now cause i felt i should write this, get your hopes high and just leave you to drown in a cup of tea- well, let's say a glass of cold orange juice since it's s freaking hot out there. I tell you summer in Mauritius here is damn harsh, but yeah, let's get back at it- i'm not letting you drown in a glass of cold orange juice. Since i'm pretty good at using crappy metaphors let's say you really are trying to swim your way through the orange juice and i'm going to place ice cubes here and there so you can have some kind of life-buoy. Got it?

My point is that you can be totally realistic while being optimistic as well. We'll just be working on your psychology, we'll just be shaping it to think more positively, realistically but positively, beyond all the trash in your life, beyond all the rotten orange skins. I personally have been through a lot lately, and i probably still i'm stuck in my own messy world but you know what? I'm not holding on to the ice cubes, i'm the freaking ice cube, holding on to realism indeed, but never forgetting that when life will drink all the orange juice, i'll still be there, right at the bottom of the glass. It will probably chew me afterwards, if it likes chewing ice cubes, or i'll definitely melt after some time, but hey get my point dear readers, all issues will be down gone and we will be the ones that remain, scarred yes, but not completely.

And no i don't have any problem with oranges, i was only eating one while writing this and got the crappy 'inspiration' from there.

Until next post, hold on to the ice cubes.