~Summary of one shot request
" Can you write a one shot where I'm dating sawyer Hartman and he finally proposes but you have social anxieties and you feel like it gets in the way? (fluff)"
-Sarah
¥Sarah's POV¥
I was laying in bed petting my boyfriend's dog hitch. Hitch really seemed to like it because he curled up on my chest and went to sleep. "Hey babe- oh sorry." Sawyer walked in but began whispering when he noticed a sleeping hitch. I smiled at Sawyer and opened my arms toward him like a five-year old asking his mother to pick him up. Sawyer chuckled and walked over to the side of the bed that my body didn't occupy. Sawyer then got in bed and wrapped his arms around my waist whilst his head nestled in the crook of my neck. I giggled when his breathe tickled my neck. We sat in a comfortable silence until sawyer had spoken up, "babe?" "yes?" I replied. "Don't you think we should make a video letting my viewers know that we're dating?" sawyer asked, at this point he had lifted his head to look me in the eyes.
Growing up I never made friends too easily. I was always a loner but I was fine with that. One day in first grade, I was sitting outside just admiring the nearby plants and the little lady bugs on them when my art teacher came up to me and gave me a camera. It was one of those old ones that printed the pictures right after you took them. I've been in love with photography since but I became more isolated. My parents took me to a psychiatrist after my 6th grade teacher recommended it. Turns out I have social and panic anxiety. If I'm in a social situation that I don't feel comfortable in or when I'm in a large crowd I tend to have a panic attack and I may faint.
My parents were surprised when I started dating sawyer but after I told them how he wouldn't stop chasing after me, determined to at least get me to talk to him, they laughed. I was never easy to get through to.
Sawyer being a popular YouTuber made things a bit hard. Almost everyone recognized him and the fans would sometimes swarm the restaurant we were at. One time we were at Starbucks and a few fans recognized him. Before I could even blink the place was full of fans and I was pulled away from sawyer. I crawled on the floor and hid in a corner in fetal position, crying. I was having a panic attack. Sawyer yelled, making everyone freeze. The girls, bless their souls, began to help sawyer search for me. A young girl noticed me in the corner under the table and Sawyer came to get me.
"...Sawyer, I'm more of a behind the camera person. I don't know if I could handle the attention." It killed me to have to tell sawyer I couldn't film with him, again. Sawyer sighed and accepted my answer. We spent the rest of the day cuddling with Hitch and watching movies.
¥Sawyer's POV¥
Sarah's going to kill me after this but I have to tell the fans about us. If I wait too long it'll throw off everything I have planned. I walked into our shared room peeking my head around the door. Sarah was still sleeping, good. I walked back into the hall outside the door and turned on my camera. "hey guys, so a lot of you were wondering about that girl I walked out with at Starbucks a few months ago. well I'm sorry for not telling you guys this earlier but she's my girlfriend. We've been going out for a year now? yea, a year." I chuckled at the memories of the past year with Sarah. "Now, I didn't tell you guys earlier because my girlfriend is really camera shy but I'm going to introduce you guys now. Hopefully she won't kill me after this." I turned the camera to face the door and began walking inside, trying to be as quiet as possible. "Here she is guys." I sat on the bed with my back on the headboard, next to Sarah. I slowly pulled the blanket off her face, "Sarah, Sare-bear wake up." Sarah grumbled, "Sawyer, do you know what time it is?" I laughed out loud this time, "Sarah its past twelve." "Exactly, it is way too early." Sarah put emphasis on "way". "But Sarah I have someone to introduce you to, they're right here." I poked Sarah and pouted a bit. Sarah's eyes shot open and she ducked under the blanket like a turtle, "Sawyer! Oh my gosh, I look like crap! Why didn't you tell me?!" I laughed, shaking the camera. "Sarah you look beautiful don't worry." Sarah sat still for awhile then poked her head out, "...Kiss ass." Sarah and I laughed. Sarah then sat up next to me and rested on my shoulder, "I thought you said they were here?" Sarah look around confused. I laughed at how she hasn't noticed the camera I was holding. "Sarah..." I said softly. She turned to look at me, her eyes almost burst from her face when she noticed the camera. Sarah let out a little squeak then hid her face in my shoulder. I laughed," So this is Sarah you guys." "Sawyer..." Sarah sniffed a bit. I looked down at her, she was crying but trying to hold back her tears. Shit. "Hey, hey, its alright. Don't cry." I tried to console her. "I just- what-" Sarah hiccupped," what if they don't like me?" Sarah looked absolutely heartbroken. "They'll love you." I smiled down at Sarah.
¥ Sarah's POV ¥
Sawyer and I finished recording the video, much to my dismay. After recording I went to order us some pizza. I played with Hitch until the pizza came then gave him a slice. I took the pizza to Sawyer's office, when I walked in Sawyer had on his glasses which made him look insanely attractive. I walked over and Sawyer slid the rolling chair back and moved his arm without glancing from the computer screen. I sat in his lap, Sawyer moved back to his original position and pecked my cheek. I smiled and placed the pizza on the desk next to the computer. "What're ya doin'?" I asked Sawyer while he tapped away at the computer. "Just editing the video we shot today." Sawyer's brow furrowed in concentration. I blushed at the thoughts that ran through my mind at the sight of him. Sawyer had on a pair of black sweat pants and no shirt. I traced his tattoos out of boredom, then began to play with the hair by the back of his neck and his ear simultaneously. Sawyer shifted me on his lap so that I was sitting on one of his thighs instead of both. Hmm. I began to use my nails in my bored tracing. Sawyer cleared his throat and shifted in the chair a bit. What is he doing? I nestled my head in the crook of his neck and placed small kisses while my hand traced aimless circles on his chest and abs. Sawyer grunted,"babe..." "mm?" I replied. "Can you not, uh, do that?" sawyer asked while shifting again. What? "Do what?" I asked, honestly confused. "Babe, you're turning me on and I can't concentrate." Sawyer began blushing as he said this. I blushed as well,"...Is-is that that why you, uh, you moved me to one leg?" Sawyer froze, still looking at the screen. His body was tense as I waited for an answer.
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AN: So Sarah I'll have to stop here cause I've had a bit of writers block but I will continue and make a part two, maybe three. I like the plot you gave me so it all depends on how much detail I add. Nonetheless, I wanted to at least update something for you. Hope you like it and sorry for any grammar errors, I'm typing on my phone.
P.S. I know you asked for fluff and I will definitely do fluff but I wanna try adding a bit of dirt/smut because I've never written it before.
Comment "Hitch Stitch Ditch" if you read this far.
