She dreams of being loved in the world by someone special. Love is hard to find even within your supposing other half. Why though? She wonders if its worth to live until she meets him. The gap in her heart was filled by him and the hope that once left now appeared within a matter of months. People would describe it as a “little crush” but those who truly knew the story called it love. Just as she imagines the roller coaster is going up higher than cloud 9 the hurt comes in after their year of close friendship. It was hard for her to get out of that grasp of her mind telling her they will come together once more.
