Only You

Not again.

Heyyy to whoever's reading this thanks for doing that.

And OMG Camila's album is everything to me right now. I literally can't stop listening to all her songs! My favorite, well I can't pick favorites but the one I constantly have in my head is
All these years. It gives me such Camren vibes.

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I can't let this happen, no.

I push her back. She looks at me trying to figure out what just happened. I need to get away from her, so I take a few steps back. I look at her and see her beautiful green eyes and I travel my eyes to her lips, her swollen pink lips, that look so inviting. Why does something so wrong feel so right? Why cant I control my emotions and why does this keep happening to me?

"What wrong?" she finally brakes the silence.

"Don't you see that this is wrong, I'm going to be your foster sister, and I.. I can't let this happen. "

"What're you talking about Camila I'm -"

"No! This right now is not going to happen because it'll ruin my chances in staying here and finish school" I say interrupting her while making hand gestures in between her and I.

She stares at me for a little and brings her head down and for a moment I feel bad for what I've said but it was necessary, it can't happen not like it happened with Brooke we were too young and naive to know what we were doing.

"I think you need to leave" I said trying to avoid contact with her because if I did it would contradict my words from my actions.

"But Camila I know that you-"

But before Lauren could finish her sentence, no other than Mike walks in.

"Hey girls what you up to?"

"Oh, um hi Mr -I mean Mike, sorry still haven't got used to calling you that" I look over at Lauren and her eyes look as if she's saying sorry through them.

"Oh it's alright Don't worry about it" he says while while waving it off. "Umm Lauren I wanted to apologize for not being here today. I knew today we had planned to hang out, it's just there was this emergency and- "

"It's okay Dad. I actually hung out with the girls and um Camila". Lauren says interrupting Mike.

Lauren looks disappointed, I wonder if this happens more frequently, because her father doesn't hang out with her much. I imagine he can't since he works at Court or whatever.

"Really? That sounds great! , I knew you guys were going to get along. Okay so I am going to go rest for a long day tomorrow. You girls need to do the same, since there's school tomorrow so I will let you to it. Bye girls" he says waving and closing the door after him.

Lauren looks at me and I look back, we stay like that for a while, seconds,  minutes, I don't know but then it starts to get intense, so I brake off eye contact and she takes that as a sign to leave and that she does. I sigh out loud letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding in. This can't happen again.
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It's the next morning and I get scared and wake up to a knock on my door and someone yelling 'good morning' from the other side. I'm gonna guess it's Mike since he seems like a morning person.

I seriously don't know how this day is going to past off but hopefully not to badly. I just want the year to flow by quickly and then I would be done. I start to get dressed with clothes that Lauren had lent me the other day and hoped for the best.

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"Hey!! Camila over here" Dinah yells out waving her over meanwhile attracting some eyes her way.

I reach the table where I see Dinah obviously, Ally, Normani and then- wait where's Lauren?

Right as I sit down I see Lauren in a corner talking to a girl and it makes me feel some type of way I shouldn't be.

"That's Lucy, she's always after Lauren, they have a 'thing' ". Normani says noticing that I was staring.

"Ohh cool" I replied trying not to look bothered. I then look back at where Lauren was standing missing the way Normani an Dinah were looking at each other knowingly.

"So how's your day been Mila?" sweet Ally asks trying to get a conversation started after a long pause.

"Yeah it's been goi-" I started but then felt a pair of hands covering my eyes to make me guess who it was but I have a feeling I know who it is. Right then I feel the person bend down and nearing my ear to say-

"Did you miss me?"

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