My Fantasy (ON HOLD)

Part 8

(Florence POV )
You know when you say that 'I'm going to kill you', but you mean it sarcastically?

No.

I don't mean it sarcastically. I mean for real. I going to kill him!

All I wanted was to enjoy my food in peace, but NO!! it had to be ruined by not other than AMBORSE!!

It started like this. I was just enjoying my meal with Eldoie some talks here and there. And then all of a sudden some two jack a** have to come in and ruin it.

They were sitting opposite from us eating their food. I couldn't once even eat a piece of my food becuase someone won't let me eat in peace, without having to get stared at.

He just kept looking at me, like every move I made, he has to be the one that had to stare at everything.

It's really creeping me out. I feel like he's going to kill me. No. I feel like I'm going to die before he gets to kill me.  I took one glance at him and I was right he's looking at me.

We stared at each other for a while and I stared to look at he's facial expression.
He looked like he hasn't slept in years, he had eye bags, he eyes were red, he even had tear stains on his cheeks.

It makes me feel bad, but until he comes clean that he loves here then we have nothing to say to each other.

I looked back and I knew that I needed time to process what's going on. I whispered to Eldoie to say that I'm going to go.

She nodded a little worried, but I think she knows that I need time to clear my head.

I got up and walked away. I needed to think, ever since I been here there have been nothing but surprises. Just thinking about this just give me a headache.

A miserable headache.

I sighed and walked to well who knows.

As I walked in the hallway I felt a weird sensation spreading through me, like came from the front to the back. It's going through all my body like it's grabbing me and pulling me towards something.

So without fighting it I followed. Every step i take it only becomes  stronger. For a few minutes, it lead me to my favorite place out of everything. Oh and even Eli's hide out.

I open the doors and I felt all of this power breeze all over me. I walked slowly inside and the doors closed.

I felt at peace just being here. I walked to the tree and sat in front of it, playing with the flowers.

I wonder why or how did this place came to be? I might have to talk to Eldoie about it.

I was softly moving my fingers around the flowers pedals. They are so soft, so beautiful that you can't get your attention to somewhere else.

For a while now, I wasn't thinking about the whole incident with Ebony and Ambrose. I don't know what happen, but I was crushed that they were in like a 'make out session'.

It disgusting that he's with her. I feel like I'm going to throw up if they are dating. I mean. Why her? What not someone else? Why not me?

Wait what?! Why did I say that? Alright.... I might have started getting used to him. I mean who wouldn't?

He's hot!

He like so serious, so tough, but on the inside he's so innocent yet so sweet too.

I felt like I knew him forever. Like every time I with him, I felt something in me was trying to tell me something about him.