nefelibata↠yoonmin

blue⇝p.jm

when you kissed me that night we met

you told me you loved me

you told me you would never hurt me

you told me you would never leave

you told me you would protect me

you told me i was beautiful

you told me that you would be my rock

did you realize that you held me too tight

but

you gave me bruises every night

you told me they were your love

you told me you never meant to hurt me

you told me to never leave

you told me that i was your shield to the world

you told me your marks made me beautiful

you beat me with your rocks

you held my life in your hands

and

i thought your blue was your love

i thought you loved me

i thought you werent hurting me

i thought we would never separate

i thought you and i were the only ones who understood each other

i thought the blue on my skin was beautiful

i thought i could bear the pain of your fists

i thought i was trusting you when i let you hold me by the throat

but when those bruises turned black

and you left lines of scarlet on my body

and marks along my throat

i could no longer feel

and you left

you broke your promise

and so the world you made so blue
fell into darkness