As I watch my favorite kpop group, Seventeen's video at Youtube,
There's something that feel uncomplete inside me,
Looking at my bias doesn't feel like before -excited, happy, calming. The feeling aren't the same.
I don't have those romantic feelings towards him just he is so my type, funny, cute, kind, caring and love volleyball. Completing my dream man's list. I love him.
But until today, the feelings kinda changed,
Maybe because I know he will never be mine, sad truth.
I thought I am happy and always will,
I thought I've got enough,
A sudden moment, I realise something is missing.
I don't know what it is,
But for sure,
I don't feel happy at all.
