Drunk in love with the Bloods

It was March 14th, the best day of my life you could say i felt so wild and free but something happened that night i was drunk and secretly in love at the same time I haven't talked to him in ages now he only exists in my memory.

My cousin Tori and i were going to this guys birthday party that was going to have karaoke and all that business so we got all dressed up putting our makeup on and best party clothes. The guy that was picking us up never showed it was already 10:00 pm still waiting, I wanted to go to youth church but tori insisted going here instead but we wasted that day waiting.

10:30 pm came and Tori told me these guys can come and get us to drive around town she showed me what they all looked like cause I've never met them. So i just carried on waiting getting re-ready then 11:30 came and we snook out of the house walking up to this blue building and they were there in this white car filled with guys and possibly a prostitute not sure even now. I didn't know what was gonna happen or who these people were i just trusted Tori cause she knew them.

We rode around Sun Valley and stopped by 7/11 got Alcohol we all passed the drinks around and got drunk in the car. I had my eye on Shoop the driver of the car he was 16 and decent looking another guy Ax mic was trying to get with Tori in the car.

We drove up on this hill that was apparently a church parking lot i found out later we kept drinking till one of their friends Kodenic dropped off there and his house was just down the hill.

We went in Kodenic's house it was alright not pig piled Tori ended up flirting around and eventually in bed with Kodenic while i was with three other guys i didn't know drunk.. It was Shoop, Ax Mic & the oldest one there that was just 23 Killz Camp but he wasn't good looking. After awhile Shoop invited me into one of the rooms and i agreed to go he had his hands all over my body i admit i liked it after Ax Mic left the room we got into bed and he made me drink a chug of beer it was disgusting but i didn't care after talking he passed out drunk. Everyone thought we were having lust but no not even.

They all walked into the room and made us get out thinking that and Kodenic and Tori had the room alone doing all they did. I was again in the living room with those 3 bored out of my mind so Shoop woke back up and we went outside in the car he kept saying he wanted to have sex but i couldn't i only had sex one time and i wasn't willing. So Shoop and i were just messing around i thought he was very seductive but still didn't work for me.

We walked back into the house and Shoop passed out many times again so i just gave up on him. Since he was passed out and we were all drunk we drew explicit things on him it was hilarious to us. Later on i hung out with just Killz Camp and Ax Mic and i walked by Ax while he was on the couch and he asked me if i wanted to cuddle so i did we were still laughing at what Killz was doing to Shoop then he left the room to aggravate Tori and Kodenic and at that moment Ax and I looked at each other and we kissed then it led to many more things of lovely body things.

It was 7:30am and we needed to be home before 8;00 cause that was when my aunt got home we all left and i kissed Ax goodbye and that was the best night i thought i had no feelings for Ax but when i woke up that morning i was very wrong i wanted to see him again but i couldn't.

A week later Tori had gain feelings for Shoop and i still had feelings for Ax Mic so we walked 2 hours to see them at 12am in the night. I didn't see Ax till the end he came in the room and the look he gave me was like those Disney prince looks at the princess we haven't talked since seen each other at the carnival or shops and that look remains the same. A few days ago when i saw him at the carnival i realized i had remotely done things with the Blood gang and i was drunk in love with one of them am i still drunk? Every time i see him? I will never forget that look in his eyes so familiar and green but now our memories only exist in our hearts.