#Bottles

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After several bottles of soju and several plates of meat, Jin finally decided that you both have had your fill for the night. He orders for water and two cups of hot coffee to help with sobering up.

"That was fun." You blurted out without thinking.

"Yeah it is. I'm happy that you're able to talk about how you feel. I can only imagine how hard it was for you to have kept it bottled up all this time." Jin responded.

"Thank you for listening Oppa. Also for lending me your chest and you shoulders. I've soiled your shirt with my tears." You dropped your gaze as you smiled.

"No big deal Han Byeol-ah. I'd lend them to you anytime."

You both bowed and waved your goodbye to the nice ahjumma who owned the restaurant after you finished your coffee.

"Shall I hail a cab for you?" Jin offered, being the gentleman as always.

"Oh no, no. Let me walk with you back to the dorms." Was your immediate reply. You honestly don't know why you said that.

"What? Do you think I'm a sissy? I can take care of myself Byeol-ah." He raised his brows in response.

"I didn't mean that. Hahaha. I just wanna be sure you're safe. I can hail a cab within the neighborhood once I'm sure you're home." You explained.

"Okay, I guess. I know I wouldn't be able to argue with that since you're basically my boss. Hahaha." He conceded though if he was being honest, he actually wanted you to walk back with him. That means more time with you.

You silently walked back, savoring each moment, your steps synchronized with each other. After a few minutes, you realized that your hand now feels warm and a single looks confirmed that he has engulfed your tiny hand in his. You don't have an inkling of a clue as to how that happened, but you're not the one to protest. You allow that warm fuzzy feeling to spread all throughout your body. Maybe, just maybe, you can let yourself move on.

Time sure flew by as you were now by the dorms sooner than you wanted. You hate the thought of letting Jin's hand go. You both stopped in front of the door, both looking at the building, both not wanting to go.

"So... I guess this is me." He broke the silence first, letting out a sigh.

"Ye-yeah... so it seems. I-I'll walk a little further before hailing a cab." You wish for him to stop you, to tell you to stay a little while.

"O-okay. I'll be watching you from here." Was all he said as he smiled at you.

"Ah yeah. Okay. Goodnight Jin."

"Goodnight Han Byeol."

You turned around, ready to take another step when you felt his arms around you, his warm chest pressed to your shoulders, caging you in warm, tight hug.

"Ji-jin?"

"Let me have this please. Just for 5 more minutes." He pleaded and you can feel his chest thumping so hard.

You didn't know what to say. You wanted this and yet, you know it's not right for you to lead him on like this. You decided to stay silent but you're sure that your own pounding chest was giving you away.

"I really like you Byeol-ah. I hope someday you can choose me over Yoongi. You deserve to be happy. You deserve all the love I can give.

"Jin... I..."

You were not able to finish what you wanted to say because his lips crashed on yours. His hands on your cheeks, your heart threatening to run out of your chest anytime now.

Just days ago, Yoongi's lips were on yours like this but that kiss was not yours. It was never meant to be yours. But this, you know that Jin's lips are yours, all yours. And as much as you wanted to stop him, you can't deny that you were waiting for him to do exactly this.

You breath hitched when you felt Jin's tongue lick your lower lip, asking you to let him in. Oh god, he knows how to make you lightheaded. You know you will regret this by the morning but you gave him lead. You let Jin fill you, allowing him to make you feel things you've never felt before. You can't help the pang in your chest when Jin decided to end the kiss, leaving you hanging, wanting more.

"Byeol-ah..." he said in between his breaths and your body was reacting to his voice. And yes, you realized you have that effect on him.

"Yes Jin?" you dared to act coy.

"What just happened?" he asked, still holding onto your cheeks, lips still so close to yours, his eyes closed.

You weren't able to stop the little giggle that escaped your lips to which he suddenly opened his eyes and looked quizzically at you.

"I honestly don't know. Haha." Yep. That was you being drunk.

"Uhm... I know this may sound off but would you like to find out?" he was basically begging.

You smiled warmly at him. "I would love to."