sincerely, Jaide

chapter five

JAIDE'S POV //

After 4 days of walking on crutches, feeling handicapped, and barely talking to my mother i am FINALLY able to walk and do things independently again.

"mooooommaaaa," i called. "mama, mama, mama," i repeated walking into the backyard where my mom was. "mamma, im sorry. i shouldn't have said that, i know how it hurts you.. it wasnt even that serious for me to bring that up. i love you i love you," i said hugging her and kissing all over her face

"i love you too baby, im sorry i put yall through that, i wish i could just go back in time and quit when your dad begged me too," she said with watering eyes. I wiped her falling tears, and wiped mine too. I don't even know when i started crying. " and i know this is a new start, and you don't too much like it here but try to make it workout. try to get along with Monique. try to deal with armon and his rules and whatever else, please," she said

"ill try," i sighed.

"promise?" she said holding out her pinkies, we have been pinkie swearing since i was a youngin

"okay," i locked pinkies with her and layed my head on her shoulder

"mufasa get this mane out my face," she said blowing my hair away as i laughed and put it up into a high messy bun. "so ... the wedding is approaching," she said quickly.

"the what is what," i said

"the wedding, its gonna be on the beach, the weekend after next Saturday. I already have your dress, i want you, lissa, and Monique to be my flower girls," she smiled . aint flower girls for little girls though?

"okay so .... the wedding in 2 weeks and im a flower girl," i restated. "aint flower girl for little kids though ma,"

"im revamping this wedding shit nel's way," she said

"okaaaaaay,"

"but yeah, you mo, and i got a spot for Gel--"

"GELISSA !?!? YOU BRINGING BEST FRIEND DOWN? YOU THE REALEST," i jump up excited and run back into the house to call her

"only if her mom says its okay jaide," she said

"okay okay," i said running up the stairs

"careful, isnt that how you slipped last time," monique said bumping me as she walked down the staircase "oops".

"ima let that shit go like it didnt just happen," i said aloud to myself walking in my room calling gelissa to tell her the news. 30 minutes later we were off the phone, she said she'll see wassup and that she was thinking about ombreing her red hair to a blonde at the tips, wild headed ass girl.

"bzz bzz," my phone vibrated with a new text from christiana

chri: jaideeeeeeeee

jaijai: wassup?

chri: wyd today?

jaijai: nothing yet

chri: mall?

jaijai: coo, cause i need to shop anyway

chri: im bringing friends if you dont mind

jaijai: as long as them bitches be cool , im good

chri: want me to pick you up?

jaijai: iguess

chri: k. b there in a hr

I put the phone back down and on the charger and head to the shower, following the shower i lotion my body with my cocoa butter and put on my bra and panties. I settle with my green, pink and white KD's , a white crop and my green high waisted shorts. i put my hair in abig curly bun, apply mascara and eyeliner , grab my phone and walk downstairs to see Armon standing at the door.