Hello. I totally forgot about this chapter, don't know how I did it. Sorry. But here it is, tell me what you think and if you want to have anything special in it.
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Sophie doesn't call oder text you the next few days. You guess that she has to do a lot of solving and talking, but still you wonder if she maybe got scared again and gives up. While you think about this, you wonder if you are actually the scared one. That she hurts you again. Or that she leaves. After a while your phone rings and you jump from your sofa and hope that it is Sophie.
It is Sophie. You heart beats hard in your chest. "Hello?", you ask, trying to sound confident and strong, but you know that your voice trembles, even if it's just the slightest bit.
"Hey can we meet up?" Her voice doesn't give you anything, your heart rate slows down and you know what will happen.
"Sure. But at my house," you tell her firmly. She agrees and says that she will be there in 15 minutes.
When she enters you home you know you are right. She will break things off again. You let out a groan and try to calm yourself. You two sat down and you hand her her favorite tea.
"I can't do it," she whispers. She doesn't look you in the eyes.
"You can't do what?" You ask, annoyed. Here we go again.
"Break up with him. We are engaged."
"You talk about your engagement like it's a life sentence. If you love it so much, like you always pretend, at least act like it. You are an actress, I expected more," you tell her with a sharp voice.
Her eyes meet yours, confused. "What's wrong with you?"
"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you? Sophie we talked about this and I am tired of it. I went through this shit for while and I never told you what's wrong. But lately I don't give a fuck. You say that you want to kiss me next when you are single, told me that I was right. I get that you are scared, hell I am too, but do you what to know what I am most?" She waits until you continue. "Done with this shit. Make up your damn mind. I am not a toy nor am I a child you can tell what to do. Either you decide what you what or I am out of your life, for good this time. I love you, but I love myself more than waiting for you a lifetime while I could actually find someone who doesn't hide me because she's a coward. You are a grown woman, act like it."
Silence.
You wonder vor a short moment if you were too harsh, but then again, you had to go through some shit because of her. On, off. On, off. On, off. Whatever mood she was in, you put up with it. Now you were done.
She looks up at you, with sadness in her eyes. Sure you were mad at her and you a more than one reason for that, but still you loved her above all. Seeing the woman you love hurting, is not one of your favorite things.
Tears glistening in her eyes, she smiles sadly at you. "Although you are so young, you are so wise at times. If you would just know how much this affects me as well. I get it, you are hurt by my actions, but it isn't exactly a walk in the park loving you and being with him. Knowing that you suffer and I am the reason for it."
"Be brave. You are such a strong woman Sophie. If anyone could do it, it is you. This is the last time I say that: Please, give us a real chance." You can see the wheels turning in her head and start hoping again.
"Okay."
What? "What?"
"Okay. I'll do it. I go over to him and talk to him. If I'm not back at 7, I backed out and you can do whatever you want, I guess then I'm just a lost case. But... I will be there."
You nod. Your heart beats faster but you try to calm yourself down. After all, she could still back out.
When she leaves you can't get a straight thought out of your head. You are just so nervous. What if she backs out? Could you get over her? Would you find someone else? What would you do? What would they do?
The hours are passing by and it is almost seven. You decide to take a shower to distract and calm yourself. When you are coming out is 7:15.
She's not here.
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Oh man Sophie... Make up your mind! I think you should have a new song, any suggestions? I hope you like this chapter and everything is okay. Thank you for reading so far, love you guys.
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Fanfiction"What the fuck do you want?" "I love you (Y/N)!" Sophie shouts back. Sophie Turner x You I just enjoyed reading familiar stories and guessed it would be nice to have more of it. It may sound weird, but give it a try! Enjoy!
