Notice (Me Senpai)

Forgot

Monday had came around, and Jisung looked like a mess. His hair was haphazardly brushed, his eyes were pink and puffy, evident that he'd been crying, he just looked miserable.

The night of the party was bad enough, he was hoping to go to see Minho the next day to apologize, but he got a message from the boy before he could.

Bunny Hyung <3: Hey Jisung, sorry about what happened at the party, just wanted to let you know im postponing our lessons for now, I have business to take care of and won't be in school

It wasn't that he was missing Minho that he was upset, he thought he drove him away.

The other boys were constantly trying to help him feel better; getting him his favorite foods, offering to hang out, giving him lots of love, but none of it worked. Jisung justed moped all day, sitting in silence, and then trudged home.

The next few days followed this pattern, but when Thursday came around, the boys tried their best, since this was the day Jisung looked forward to the most.

"Good morning Jisungie hyung!!"
"Hi Jeongin."

Jisung walked to his first class, leaving the maknae in the hallway. The day passed quickly, Jisung didn't even show up to the cafeteria for lunch, who knows where he went, but Jeongin couldn't find him when he went to look. When the end of the day came, Jeongin practically ran outside, making sure he was the first to leave so he could see Jisung on his way out.

Soon enough, the sad boy slowly walked through the crowd.

"Jisungie hyung!! Let's go to a cafe!"
"Jeongin I don't really feel like-"
"Cmon hyung, you have to do nice things to get rid of being sad, so lets goooo!"

Jeongin held his hand, walking him to the cafe, the same cafe that Minho took him to. He let himself get dragged by Jeongin, simply humming in response to whatever the younger was saying.

When they sat at their table together, he noticed Jisung was just drinking his hot chocolate while avoiding eye contact. Jeongin couldn't figure out what to say, so they both drank in silence.

"Um..hyung, wanna go now?"

Jisung nodded, Jeongin quickly grabbing his hand as they started walking.

"Hyung...you're obviously not okay, what's going on?"
"It's nothing Jeongi-"
"It has to be something! Look at yourself! You're like...decaying! Tell me pleaseeee."

Jisung sighed.

"It's just...I messed up with Minho, I loved him alot and...I don't know why it hurts so much..."
"Hyungie, he's going to be back soon...and you have other people that love you so so so soo much!"
"It's not the same Jeongin...I..I love him...like...romantically, and I really thought when he kissed me, he felt the same way, but I was wrong."
"Would you believe me if I said someone loved you romantically."
"Probably not."
"What if I prove it to you?"
"What do you mean prove-"

Jisung was cut off by Jeongin kissing him. He didn't do anything, he was stunned.

Jeongin pulled back, looking into his hyung's eyes.

"Do you believe me now hyung?"
"Jeonginie... listen I...I appreciate it, and I love you so much, your such a great friend, but I can't replace my feelings, and I don't want you to try and get the secondhand of my loneliness, you deserve better."
"But hyung, I can't replace my feelings either! I lo-"
"I can't Jeongin and neither can you so that's it! Just give up!"

Jeongin was stunned, never had Jisung spoke to him like that, let alone yell at him. He didn't mean to hurt his hyung more.

"Jisungie hyung...I'm sorry..."
"I am too, let's just...go home."

Jisung began walking away, leaving the maknae in the street, unaware of the tears rolling from the younger's eyes.