you know what i'm fucking sick and tired off, everyone's bloody standerd for beauty.
i'm not the skinniest girl out their, but i'm not heavily over-weight either, yes i have nice eyebrows, yes i have nice eyes, yes i love the curve of my waist, but that's not and never going to be good enough.
i am sick and tired of people saying that i should eat healthier, i will eat whatever i damn want, if i want to eat it i will, the food i eat is delicious and i love the taste so why don't you fuck off and go eat your fucking rabbit food while i enjoy my burger in peace
i am sick and tired of people saying i should exercise more, i thought i was fit enough so like what the heck dude, thanks for making me feel insecure
i was (and still am) heavily offended when my own mother pointed out to me 'you look good, did you lose some weight?' like so what if i have, was my own mother ashamed of my belly fat?
i have been called fat, pig, troll and other fucked up names by so many people, including my sister.
and it's not like i have only recently thought my body wasn't good enough, it's been so hard to keep up to beauty standards that when i was 9 i started sucking my stomach in to appear skinnier, i taught myself how to keep my shoulders down to look more natural. i've continued to do it so often that it's a natural thing my body does whenever i'm in public, so often that even now when i'm home alone i still do it.
so to all you fucking haters, to all you people who Photoshop models in magazines, thank you for driving people to eating disorders, depression and in severe cases, suicide
i hope you all are proud of yourself
peace
September D
