hey guys, me again
so if you have been reading my stuff since when i was called Luxury_diamonds you will know i had this massive crush on a guy and we eventually started dating
but due to my insecurities and the fact i have a tendency to push people away i ended up breaking up with him
now i actually felt ok and was happy for about a month until i found out my really close friend that i've known since Y7 liked me and thats when it got messy.
this guy that likes me is someone i'm really close with and i don't want to hurt their feelings so i felt really bad and didn't want to have to turn him down if he ever did confess.
but that's not all, you see the person who told me person A (guy that i'm close too) likes me was his best friend at the time (lets call him person B)
person B and i had a developing friendship at the time of him telling me and our parents knew each other, long story short i found out he likes me as well, great
but person A had told person B that he liked me and had no idea person B felt the same way so i found myself in a love triangle and it was really fustrating
i was in a massive mess of emotions and somehow convinced myself i liked my bff's ex boyfriend, go figure
so there i was, feelings so mixed up and in a situation that i had no idea how to deal with, person A now knows that person B likes me and hates Person B, my bff's ex thinks i like him (we're good friends) and all of a sudden i figured it out
i knew my solution to what i was really feeling.
so as a member on wattpad i read too many fan-fics to live a healthy lifestyle, but hey i'm not complaining.
so out of what i read there is some really cute fluff scenes and it made my heart hurt so bad, i didn't know why but it felt as if something was missing and i realized that i missed my ex
wow such a turn of events no one saw coming
so i began talking to James again (ex bf) and i rejected person B (he kinda confessed) but then person B isn't speaking to me anymore and now i think our whole friendship was so we would end up together
Person A is too shy to admit anything and i honestly think of him as a younger brother (although he is older then me)
so yeah, what a great start to the school year, am i right *sweat drops and thinks about getting therapy*
