Papers Inside A Box

Confession-part 1

It's been four or three years, we didn't bump or saw each other. Every single day i wondered these questions on my head. "Did you ever talk about me to your friends?" , "Do you miss me like im missing you?" , "Do you get hurt?" , "Did you want to forget about me either "

Depression
isn't a good thing, i know that. The feelings when you felt you unappreciated by someone.Someone told you that you're not important useless unworthy trash.

Well, i've been throught alot of things. I admit that there's one time, i was really depressed about nobody truely understand me and they didn't appreciate me. All the things i've done for them. I actually thinking how to end my life, im not making this up or faking it.

I felt lonely, hurtin, scared and many emotion was going on at that time. They turn their back on me , how could they do such thing. I've known them for years. I want to swallow pills and overdose it . I probably would be dead but i didnt do it.

God didnt want me to feel like this. He put all of those test to make me who am i today. Be stronger , wiser , kind-hearted , generous and all of the good stuff.