°Please Not Today°

Day 1

DAN'S P.O.V

Today's the day.... I think... I don't know, I'm scared....I'm not gonna do it.... but I need to, okay Dan get over it it's just Phil you've known him for years it won't be that hard...now or never Dan.

Hey Phil...can you come here? I hear Phil getting off the couch to come here... yeah Dan? I need to tell you something come sit down so you know how we've been friends for the longest time well i decided to tell you that I lo- *Phil's phone rings* oh sorry Dan I have to answer this... oh okay.

*few hours later*

Hey Phil I'm going out to the shop so I'll be back in a few hours... okay Dan be safe.

I lied I'm sorry. But I had to get out I can't sit there in silence with him knowing that he doesn't know I just can't do it...I start to walk towards the park I see trees and the river along the side of me I walk towards the cliff I let my feet hang off but hold on to the big tree next to me because I'm too paranoid that I'll fall off so I sit and think why today? Just why did he have to get a phone call right when I was going to tell him goddammit I just want to tell him but once I gather the courage something happens I don't know. Well it's been an hour or so I should probably get going to the store to get some things to make it seem like I went then I make my way back to the apartment... I get my key out to unlock the door I walk in and i don't see Phil but I call out hey I'm back then I go to the kitchen and put things away I feel Phil walk in he says what did ya buy I reply with lots of things... I'm gonna go take a shower then we can watch attack on Titan. Once im out I get dressed and go to the living room where Phil already has the TV on we switch the channel to attack on Titan and we watch it together as he's watching I look over every once in a while and I just stare and him and think how, why, did I get this boy?