Sangdo - Oneshots

Sangdo//Jealousy

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Sangdo gulped as he saw the two of them lovingly nagging each other; you,  his best friend and crush, and your new boyfriend.
He most certainly was happy for you, that you finally found someone who cherishes you as much as you cherish them. However, he couldn't hide his jealousy towards this guy. Anyone who can call themselves yours is lucky.
He bit his lips, trying to force a happy smile onto them.
Out of nowhere you looked out of the window of the little cafe you were in. As you saw him standing outside, you waved at him, smiling sweetly. He gulped, awkwardly raising his hand to greet you back. You, on the other hand, gave all your attention back to your boyfriend, who was eager to continue your little chit-chat.
With a heavy sigh he looked down to the ground. Disheartened, he turned on his heel, continuing his aimless walk. He didn't plan on going somewhere, no destination. All he wanted was to get away from this scenery.

Saddened, Sangdo looked down. Your reaction was hurtful, but he didn't want to be the douche who destroys everything you own just for his own benefit. Disheartened, he turned on his heel and continued walking through the city. He didn't know where he was going. No destination. All he wanted to be away from the scenery and to forget all about it. And all about you. He wanted to forget all. Forget you. And all the feelings that have build up inside his heart for you. Just forgetting...

Back at the dorms Sangdo let his body fall plump on the couch. He closed his eyes, strongly biting his lips to stop his tears from rolling. He didn't want to cry. It didn't work. He felt them dripping out of his eyes. First one, then two, until tons of tears were continuously streaming down his face. It only took a short amount of time for his sorrowful sobs to fill he whole dorm.
Almost at his breaking point he could hear footsteps. Rubbing his bow red eyes Sangdo looked up just to lock eyes with B-Joo who was already worriedly sprinting towards him.
"Sangdonie! What happened?!", The younger one whined, almost beginning to cry himself as he tightly embraced the distraught leader.
Sangdo wiped his tears away to see
B-Joo more clearly. His eyes were red and swollen from crying so much. Timidly he opened his mouth, lips shaking violently. "As you...", he cleared his sore throat. "As you may know I have a crush on Y/N, but she has a boyfriend." Saying that he almost choked on his own  saliva. "Don't get me wrong. I'm happy for her. Happy that she's happy, but...", leaning his had back, Sangdo closed his eyes tightly, the feelings that have build up inside him turning into a terrible headache. "I just have a feeling that we're slowly drifting apart. And that makes me... Scared. I should just forget it all to spare both of us from trouble."
Listening to Sangdo talking seriously with an emotionally exhausted expression like that made B-Joo's heart feel heavy in his chest. "Listen!", he exclaimed, bringing back his usual joyful self to cheer up his devastated friend. "How about we cook something nice for everyone and spend some time together? Have fun! And when you feel better and brave enough, you should talk with Y/N. She's a nice girl and she likes you. I'm sure she will understand your worries and better her relationship with you!"
Sangdo smiled weakly at his teammate's suggestion. Thanks to him his heart felt at ease again. Before he could open his mouth to accept, B-Joo grabbed his arm and pulled him up, waking into the kitchen.

"Sooo..." B-Joo took a deep breath before he continued to speak. "What do you want to eat?", he grinned brightly at Sangdo.
"Maybe stew, line Budaejjigae."
"Maybe or definitely?", B-Joo joked, patting Sangdo on the back. Sangdo laughed wholeheartedly in response. "Definitely!" B-Joo's sees sparkled in awe as Sangdo genuinely laughed at his frolicking.
"But do we have all the ingredients for it?" Sangdo asked. "Of course! And if not, we can still go buy the missing ones. That's fun! Haha..." Sangdo rolled his yes at his response and looked around the kitchen. Dir the ingredients. Thankfully, he found everything they needed. A relieved sigh fled his lips. He really didn't want to go out to get the ingredients. He is way too hungry.

Cooking together B-Joo and Sangdo had a lot of fun. They were cutting sausages, ham and tofu into little cubes. Until Sangdo began crying again. Sniffing and sobbing began to fill the kitchen. "Sangdo! What happened?! Did you remember something bad?", hurriedly B-Joo ran over to the sobbing leader, hugging him from behind. Trembling, Sangdo turned around, his eyes were wet and reddened. As he turned around and loosened the embrace, B-Joo saw a knife in his hands and... Onions on the countertop behind him. Sangdo smirked at the falsely worried B-Joo, who's face turned into a bright shade of red.
"Haha, I'm just weak to onions.", Sangdo laughed loudly, still sniffing due to the strong smell of the onions. Seeing Sangdo's red, stuffy nose, B-Joo began laughing hysterically. "You look...", he snorted, trying to keep himself together. //Take a deep breath, hold, hold, aaaand ouut.//, he told himself. "Okay, puh.", B-Joo gathered himself, although he still grinned widely. "You look like Rudolph! The reindeer with the bright red nose!" Now Sangdo was laughing at least as hard as B-Joo was. "Oh yeah? Well, have you seen yourself?", he began talking in a cocky way. "You look like a tomato!" Both of them were crying now. They were laughing tears. In favor of the other members. Thankfully, they got themselves together relatively quick and finished cooking before the other members arrived home.

As Yano, Xero and Hojoon arrived at the dorms their eyes widened at the sight in front of them. Different plates were neatly arranged on the dining table, ready to be consumed. Left and right of the table stood Sangdo and B-Joo, proudly smiling at the others.
"Woaah!", The three of them exclaimed in awe. "Man, and I already thought about buying instant Ramen!", one of them jokes in midst of the cheering. Without any further ado all of them quickly found a seat and immediately began eating.
The boys have spent a lot of time together, especially after hearing that Sangdo needs a little bit of cheering up.
It has been a while since the five of them didn't only spent time as team members, but friends.

The next morning Sangdo felt strangely calm and collected, considering what a crybaby he has been yesterday. He walked out of his bedroom into the kitchen, where the other members already were seated. Per usual, Sangdo brewed coffee for everyone. Together they were quietly sitting around the table, until the leader himself spoke. "I will talk with her today.", he began, a confident smile forming on his lips. "And I want to thank you guys.", suddenly his expression turned into a mallow one. "I doubt I would feel well enough to ever face her again if it weren't for you. I know it sounds cheesy, but I couldn't imagine having better mates and friends than you." All of them 'aawed' in unison at their leaders touching words. Out of nowhere B-Joo excitedly spring up, clapping the sentimental Sangdo on the back. "Then you better get out there and talk to her! We don't want to see you here any longer." Eagerly B-Joo pushed Sangdo out of the kitchen into the bathroom, waiting patiently until he got ready, right into the streets. Yano, Xero, Hojoon scurried along, cackling evilly. They friendly waved at the rather confused Sangdo before quickly shutting the door. Sangdo just stared at the door, tilting his head. However, he quickly shrugged their weird behavior of and and began walking to Y/N's house. The others are probably cheering him on right now, he thought.

Insecurely he knocked in your apartment's door. His heart was beating heavily, almost jumping out of his chest. To his surprise, it didn't take long until you answered the door. Alone.
"Oh, Sangdo! Come in!", you greeted him cheerfully, shoving him inside.
Together you sat down at the comfy coffee table, drinking a hot chocolate.
"Why did you come so suddenly?", You asked with curiosity.  Nervously he looked around the room. He wasn't sure how to tell you, but he certainly was sure that he had to.
"I'm a little upset.", he began, trembling. Now a little concerned you looked up.
"Ever since you have a boyfriend, you spend more time with him and less with... Me.", he looked down, gulping.
"You're jealous, are you?", You answered smiling calmly. "But yes, I have to admit, I kind of forgot about you. I'm sorry.", sorrowful you looked down, however you still gave him a calm smile. "It's weird, you're really important to me. That I could let you fall that easily.", You gulped in regret. "I would love to spend more time with you again, though!", You added joyfully.
Sangdo thought for a while. Deciding was hard for him, since he didn't want to stand in your way or anything of the sort. At the sane time, he didn't want himself to drown in sadness, because he is too stuck up to even talk with you. Almost too eager Sangdo nodded. "I would love to as well!" A soft and relaxed smile formed on his lips. "What about going out for dinner? At your favorite place!", he suggested in excitement.
"Dinner?", you chuckled, looking at the clock. "More like breakfast." It was still only half past eight, partly the reason why you were so surprised by Sangdo's visit. "Anyways," you brushed it off. "I would gladly ear breakfast together with you!", You gladly accepted.
Quickly Sangdo jumped up and cautiously pulled you up, out of your apartment.
Together, with arms and hearts linked, you walked through the streets of Seoul.