This one may disturb younger audiences. If you are under 13, do not continue reading. I know this is disturbing because it disturbs me and I'm 11. If you ignore this, please don't say "Oh, I've been through WORST!" like a bratty kid. Seriously. You're wasting your own time doing that. We have limited time to live, so why waste it saying something that won't effect me?
I open my eyes and I'm inside my garage. My vision slowly turns black as the "Senpai won't you notice me?" song by Fandroid plays but gets 'corrupted' with bones breaking and little girl screams. My vision comes back and I look down at myself. I'm covered in blood, surrounded by dead bodies, and a bloody knife in my right hand. I look forward and see Tearra there with a gun pointed at me. Loaded. "I don't want to do this!" Tearra says. I wanted to scream but I couldn't find my voice. She shot me.
This nightmare was from around the same time me and Tearra got together. Also I know this may not seem like much but this hurts me hard because I love Tearra with all of my heart and seeing her kill me hurts... and I felt the bullet go through my head. It hurt... a lot. I heard all of the bones crack and break, which made me want to cry, but I couldn't. I honestly thought that this nightmare was real, and is one of the things that has made me depressed. I would say more but... I hate remembering this terrible nightmare. My biggest fear is me accidentally hurting Tearra. I've hurt others bleed and cry. And... I have so much fun around Tearra, but if I get too happy, I somehow hurt someone. I haven't even told anyone about this, not even my parents. Thats also another thing that makes me depressed and always wanting to be alone and not wanting to go anywhere.
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My Dream Diary
RandomThis is a book with all of my dreams and nightmares. This will not be updated that much because I don't have nether often.
