The Untold Story

i hate this life

i hate living , i try to change everything. i try my very best every time but its easy to say than done. i better my mouth shut done tell my feelings to someone i don't want to bother them. i'm just a burden to them cause i can feel it. i try to help out but i think its not enough and i'm not enough.

i better do something about this , cause i might explode to the point the i wanna die. don't wanna do any of that stuff but its killing me inside and i don't feel better every day its getting worst and worst and i don't know what to do anymore i might change the fact i can't do it lone.

the pain that i'm feeling right now is killing me , i don't really know what to do. need help but to whom? 

i once feel the same problem already encounter those stuff already and i never learn , learn from the past that i keep and trying to forget and it keeps coming back . i though i've move on since its been years and from then i try to do something that i never imagine on planning that something that i will regret sooner or later so i want to remind myself to love who i really i'am cause if this thought will bother me again i might to it or do those things.

ps. i hope not , wish me luck for my thesis paper and midterm exam...