-- jimin,
I am sorry that am informing it to you like this , but I can't be there for you anymore. since I have been lifted off my charges I can return back to where I belong . Take care of yourself okay . I've left some money in your drawers it'll last you for a month or something , so don't be a lazy ass and start looking for a part time job soon .
with love ,
your calico cat . --
" what the hell is this!?? first he turns me into a boy and then he leaves me on my own ." I can't believe he left me all alone here . ' what am I going to do now , how am I going to survive on my own .' I feel like am gonna have a panic attack or something .
(after 50 min of staring into space )
' Pull yourself together Jimin , you can do this . you were living alone before this , weren't you, it's no different then that . you can do it .' I was on the kitchen floor too shocked to even move . After a small pep talk to myself , I finally got off the floor and started heading towards my room .
(time skip to the room )
I wasn't in the mood to eat anything so I went straight to bed once I changed into my PJ's . It was too early for me to sleep so I just laid there thinking about how am gonna make this work . I mean , am stuck like this forever, I guess so. its better to learn how to live with this. ' Lets see , how does a boy behave ' . if I was gonna be one I should know it right. I was thinking really hard about it .
But I came up with nothing . I mean it's not my fault that I don't know much about boys . I've always been shy around them so I haven't even talked to one properly . I have no idea how am going to do it now . I am sure am gonna end up embarrassing myself . *sigh* looks like there is only one way to find out about them . am talking as if am speaking about a totally different species .
I took my phone from the night stand where I had kept it for charging and searched up the thing I wanted to know about the most ."boys" , this search only showed some songs or movies with this name or their definition which was of no use to me . so I searched up " types of boys ". this one had about boys you can date or should stay away from and stuff. " I think I can make use of that ."
( time skip brought to you by boys )
After a lot of research ( and drooling over a lot of boys ) I've finally came to a conclusion , I guess . So the type of guys I have are , the romantic and cheesy type , the hot bad boy type , the playboy or flirty type , the shy baby boy type , the strong manly type , etc ( end of thinking capacity ). now all I have to do is to know which category will I fall into . Since I've never been in a relationship before or know much about it , I really doubt that I could be the romantic type so its out of the list . and since am still attracted to boys , I don't think I'll be able to flirt with any girl or with a boy for that matter caz I don't think I have the confidence for that and most importantly I have no clue about flirting , so that's off the list too. I don't think I could be the strong manly type either , considering the fact that am too small to pull off the strong buff image and I don't have a clue on how to be manly. so that leaves the bad boy and baby boy .
Ok , lets see then , I can defiantly pull off both the baby boy and bad boy looks but its the personality that matters here . I want something that'll not require me to be totally out of my comfort zone . therefore being a bad boy can be hard for me considering the image they hold and aura they have , its something I don't have . so my only option is baby boy , since it's for boys who are shy and stuff ( which I totally am ) , I think I can be that . or maybe I can be a switch between bad boy and baby boy cause hot and cute sounds good ( A/n : I fucking love such boys ) . but for now baby boy it is.
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( the next day -)
"chong jojun balsa , jukji ana mulji mara sori jilleo , not not today *slam* ". "Arrgghh" I slowly opened my eyes looking at the clock which read 7:05 . *yawn* " time to wake up sleepy head " I said to myself as I made my way to the bathroom . after brushing my teeth and a quick shower , I changed into my uniform that I got from the school yesterday .
( A/n : it's so hard to get a cute pic of jimin in uniform caz he looks hot af in them )
After I got ready , I went downstairs to prepare myself something to eat which was some cereals and milk. Once I was done it was 7:40 , so I decided to take a walk to the school . it's only a 15 min walk till there , I have no idea why Kim opp- I mean hyung made me take the car yesterday .
( time skip by your excuse of an author )
Once I reached the school , I could feel a lot of eyes on me and it was really making me uncomfortable . I've never had this much attention on me , well except for when I had dressed like a clown to a Halloween party only to find out it wasn't a costume party , that was my first and last party ever . *shudders* only thinking about it makes me wanna dig my own grave . and all theses stares were not helping me at all . I was too scared to even look up, so I was walking keeping my head low which caused me to bump into some one but regained my balance before I could fall and embarrass myself , which I think I've already have . ' am I going to bump into someone every time I come here '. I was about to say sorry when all of a sudden the person starts rapping up an apology , which I kinda found funny and let out a giggle .
hoseok's POV -
I was in a hurry so I wasn't paying much attention to my surroundings which caused me to bump into someone and on instinct I started apologizing , which am sure was sounding like a rap . suddenly I heard a really soft voice coming from the guy I bumped into and realized that it was him giggling and God was it the most cutest thing I've ever heard .
I think he realized that I stopped and caught him laughing at me which instantly made him start apologizing which was as cute as his voice . He must be new here , caz I don't think I've seen him here before and like hell I'd forget a face like that . " are you new here ?" I asked all of a sudden making him stop . "y..yes , it's my first day here " he said looking down. *chuckle * "hey , no need to be shy , am hoseok by the way , Jung hoseok , you?". " park jimin " he said relaxing a bit . " you seem a bit lost , need any help ?" I asked him . " ah yes , can you tell me which way the literature class is " ." of course , in fact its just around the corner , am going that way so you can come with me if you want . " "ok".
(time skip brought to you by jhope's rap )
After hoseok hyung ( yeah , he's my senior so he asked me to call him hyung ) dropped me off to my class , he went to his own class. so now am standing in front of my class " here goes nothing " I said as knocked on the door . * knock knock *
(A/n: kno,kno,kno,kno,knock my door. kno,kno,kno,kno,knock my door - I know am lame )
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am really sorry if I made anyone wait on it , its just that my finals are coming so am more focused on that but I'll try to be more active from now on .
Q. which hair colour do you think makes jimin look both baby boy and bad boy type ?
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