I Don't Love You, Synyster Gates

A Long Ass Week For Brian (Part 2)

Bella:

Thursday night had come around really fast. I woke up to a tapping on my window. I stood out of bed lazily, and opened my window. It was Zacky outside. 

"Zack, do you realize what time it is?" I asked as leaned out my window. 

"Yeah, I'm sorry for waking you up..." He looked at me. "Did I wake you up?" 

I nodded at him. "C'mon. Get in here before the neighbors see you." I stated, and moved out of the way so he could climb in. He climbed in. 

"So, my first question, what the fuck are you doing here at 3 in the morning?" I asked, and yawned. 

"Bella, I need to tell you something and if I don't tell you now, I'll regret it for the rest of my life." Zacky said. I stared at him, and nodded. 

"Zack, you know you can tell me anything." I stated and looked at him. He took a hold of my hands, and looked at the floor. He swallowed a deep breath, and sighed softly. 

"Bella, do you remember when we met?" He asked and looked at me with his green eyes. I was taken back. Has his eyes always been this beautiful? 

"Yeah, I started dating Brian when I moved here." I stated and smiled softly. He nodded and looked down at the floor again. 

"Well... I needed to tell you now then... and I know it's bad timing, because you just ended it with Brian..." He said. A tear started rolling down his cheek. I pulled my left hand away from his and used my thumb to wipe the tear away.

"Zack, what the hell is going on?" I asked softly. 

"Bella, I love you... I've loved you since the first day I met you..." Zacky said. I froze. Did... Did he just say he loved me? 

"W...What?" I stared at him. I put my hand in his once again and stared up at him. He looked down at me.

"I've loved you since I met you... I loved you when you started dating Brian... I should have told you he was cheating... and I told him while we were at the bus stop yesterday that he was going to break your heart..." He replied and looked at me. That's when he pulled his hand away from mine. He walked towards the window, and opened it. 

"Hey, don't leave..." I said and stared at him. He turned and looked at me, then he shut the window. He smiled at me as I yawned again. I laid on my bed after locking my door. He laid beside me. We were just... talking. We spent a good deal of the night talking about our favorite memories and our dreams. 

"Oh, hey. I've got something to show you." I said and leaned over my bed. I pulled my drawing pad out from underneath the bed, and smiled softly. I turned the page to where his portrait of wonderland was finished. 

"I finished it this morning." I stated and smiled softly. His eyes widened and he looked at me. I shifted uncomfortably. 

"Do you like it?" I asked, and bit on my bottom lip. 

"Like it? No... I love it!" He said and smiled. I quietly laughed and punched his arm.

"You gotta be quiet, my parents are asleep." I said, and smiled softly. He nodded and chuckled, then handed me my notebook back. Then, I placed it back under my bed, and laid back down. I got under the blanket and yawned again. Zacky did the same thing, and he pulled me close to him. I smiled a small smile as I turned on my television. South Park was on. He smiled. 

"I didn't know you liked this show." He said quietly. 

"Yeah, I love it. Kenny is actually my favorite character. Even though he dies a lot. I'm dead on the inside." I stated and sighed softly. He held me tightly. I was happy with him. I couldn't believe how happy I could be with someone. 

"Ya know, I'm happy right now." I said softly. 

"Why for?" He asked. I smiled as we watched South Park. 

"Because, Brian never came over during the night. He never thought once to come over." I stated and stared at him. He nodded softly. 

"Well, you won't have to worry about him anymore, because I'm here now. I'm not Brian, and I'll never be Brian. I'll never cheat on you. I'll never leave your side. I'm not leaving until you send me away..." He replied. I took in a deep breath. No one's ever told me they truly loved me (other than my parent's but that's a different story), and this one said that he loved me. I sighed happily. 

"I just want you to know something... I won't have sex with you until I know for sure that I love you... Is that fine with you?" I asked softly. He shot me a look.

"Of course it's fine with me. I'm not going to leave you. No matter what." Zacky stated. I swallowed a breath and looked at the clock that sat under my television. It was 5 in the morning. I was tired, and I was sure that he wasn't going to school today either. If he was, that's fine too, but it was bliss, knowing that he was here with me. I soon fell asleep in his arms. 

Zacky:

I waited until she was asleep to go get ready for school. I quietly slipped her out of my arms, and covered her up. She looked cute. I grinned and kissed her head, left her remote on the bed next to her, and smiled softly. Then, I gave her another kiss on the head and quietly left out her window, pulling the curtains to a close so she could sleep, and the light wouldn't bother her, then I quietly shut the window from the outside, and climbed down the tree I used the night before to get up there. 

I ran back over to my house, and climbed back into my window. I started getting ready for school. Once I was ready, I rushed downstairs, and saw Bella's parent's leaving for work. Then I met up with Brian, Jimmy and Matt in front of the empty house that had been there since Bella moved. It had a "sold" sticker on it. 

"Any idea who's moving in?" Jimmy asked. 

"No clue. I didn't even see anyone touring the house for the last month or so." Jimmy stated. Matt nodded. 

"Hey Zack, where were you yesterday?" Matt asked. 

"I was home, and then I went to see Bella last night." I stated, and pulled out a cigarette.

"Is she okay?" Matt asked.

"She's better now. She was asleep when I left about an hour ago." I said. Brian shot me a look. 

"You're with my ex-girlfriend?" He said, and stared at me. 

"You're damn right I'm with her. I made sure she hadn't died, and she told me something about you. No wonder you're fucking alone now. She told me that you didn't even think to come and see her when you were together. She was the one that had to sneak into your window. She's a human ya know. She's a person, and you're a piece of shit. So, yeah. I went to see her last night, and she told me it was the happiest she's ever been." I replied back to Brian.

"You son of a bitch!" I yelled and tackled him onto the ground. I was throwing multiple punches at him, then I was pulled off by Matt, and Brian by Jimmy.

"You son of a bitch! That's my woman! I love her!" Brian yelled as Jimmy held him back. 

"If you loved her, you wouldn't have cheated on her!" I yelled as Matt held me back. I stopped struggling and Matt let me go. Brian gave me a look of sheer hate, but he stopped struggling a little after I did. That's when the bus got here, and we went to school. Brian and I stayed the fuck away from each other the whole day.