It was that day he left.
She just show up on my door and say "Hi, i am your new friend, i can make you feel alive"
Those words were the world to me, i was excited. I could feel how my hope was born again.
She is special.
She is beautiful.
She is a mystery.
She has a lot of answers.
But she is now my enemy.
We all fall into his beautiful lies, we all believe in her. But days come pass and she starts to kill that hope that was born, she slowly kills that hope that was a baby in me.
I trusted her, she lied to me. She was a wild beast.
I was praying for him to come back. She was worst.
I was her poppet, i was being controlled by her and i even didn't know.
I thought that she was my friend, i thought that she wanted me.
I was in love with her. Her words used to make me feel alive, her actions drived me crazy. The way she used to touch me make me feel high.
She was my second love, i never loved someone like i loved her.
She broke my heart in pieces and she doesn't even care. Like a said before, it was just another game, i was just another player and she was the owner. And when she got tired
she killed me.
Even tho i am falling apart, to the darkside again, i need her.
She was the only one who has ever make me feel alive.
She keeps me alive, but at the same time, slowly, she tortures me.
I don't want her back, but i need her back.
