Sky

Sky (Coming This Summer)

[Picture of Sky on the side, this is how i imagine her so yea, she's pretty right? right.] 

"I hate you." I shouted, tears pouring from my eyes. It's all over, one more step and I'll plunge down a forty feet drop.  

"I'm sorry! Please Sky please, what's wrong! I'm sorry." I looked over my shoulder and saw Ryder crying. Actual tears. He was even on his knees begging.    

It's too late. It's always too late. I'm always the last resort, I'm always the last pick. People only realize others when their gone. They take me for granted. And I'm tired of it. I'm tired of helping people when I can't even help myself. 

"I'm tired of you. Sick of it even. You're poison to me." I wiped away a few tears. "I hate you, and I've only come to realize it now."

I looked him in the eyes, his beautiful blue eyes that I wanted to hate but couldn't. I didn't really hate him. I hated myself for loving him. A boy I was suppose to stay away from. It was a mistake. A beautiful mistake. 

"Thelinebetweenloveandhateisthin." I could barley understand what he was saying. His jaw clenched in frustration, tears started to brim his eyes. My heart clenched. 

"What?" I couldn't help but laugh. It'd probably be my last. 

"I said." Ryder shouted clenching his fist to his sides. " The line between love and hate is thin," A smirk formed on his lips "very thin."

"Then you stay on your side and I'll stay on mine." I groaned, taking a step forward. His words reminded me of how weak i've become and how i've came down this path to save myself. 

 I wish things didn't have to end up this way, but it was written in the stars. I am not meant for him. I can't go against rules, love just isn't in my story line. 

"Fine. I will," He said rubbing his head. "If you don't jump."