sᴜɴ ᴡᴀs ʜɪɢʜ // ғɪʟʟɪᴇ

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The park.

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The sun was dim, not like any other day of june. The street lights were shining and the moon was rising.

The freakeled boy looked at the street, feeling his body numb. A hand gripping on the steering wheel and the other holding a gun, so sad and alone, like a cloud full of rain... Not being able to see the sun.

He quickly reached out to turn on the radio , making sure it wasnt too loud or quiet, enough to keep his toughts away for a while.

He wiped his tears away and pulled over to a small park with a yellow swing set and a blue and red playground, it had rock-like tables and tall slender trees in the back.

He was almost sure no one went there anymore.

I'm sorry by brenda lee was playing making Finn crack a small smile,

His mom used to sing this song.

The angelic melody played in the background as he took out a cigarette and lit it. He let out smoke as he sighed, he wiped away his tears and heard a small wisper

"Oh, no!"

He looked to his side and was surprised by a small girl with light brown hair brushing against her shoulders and a pretty yellow dress that went up to half of her thighs, her hair was up in a halo type of way around her head. She was writing or drawing something on the swings, swinging her legs up and down.

She brought up her hand to take a strand of hair out a of her face, placing it behind her ear quickly erasing whatever she messed up on a note book.

He smirked as an idea made it way to his brain,

"I'm gonna die anyways, why not have fun?" He thought.

The pretty girl looked up and made eye contact with finn, she quickly looked down and colected all her things

"I'm probably disturbing him" she mumbled as she grabed her book red bag and swinged it over her shoulder.

Finn reacted quickly and opened the car door. However not loud, he didn't wanna scare her away so he walked over her slowly and reached his hand over her shoulder and tapped her.

The pale girl jumped and turned over to face the tall boy. She examined his features, his freckles and small nose, he was cute.

"H-hi" she stuttered realizing how close they were, he was seriously super tall.

"Hey" he smiled
"do you happen to know-" he was stoped by the girl stuttering and almost crying
"i-im so s-sorry i-i didn't mean t-to disturb y-you"

She was scared for her life, at school they teached her to never talk to strangers, that they would hurt her.
"I'll leave you alone" she turned on her heels and fast-walked away but was stoped by Finn grabbing her by the arm swinging
"Please...no" she whispered, her back was still facing him and she let small whimper.

She tried fighing back but he was too strong, she begged and pleaded for him to let her go.

Finn put his hand over her mouth making her freak out even more fighting and screaming.

"Let me fucking go!" she was surprised by her own language, she never said anything bad...
Not even to the mean girls at school

Somehow the music got louder, and everything slowed down. She couldn't hear her own screams and she suddenly couldn't breath.

I'm sorry.
So sorry...

She let out tears as she was getting pulled inside the car, she was having a panic attack and she couldnt feel anything everything felt numb.

That i was such a fool.

Then it all went black.

Finn carried the passed out girl over his shoulder, she was awfully skinny and weighed almost nothing.

I didn't know...

He sat her in the front seat next to him, and he jogged to the other side of the old car.

love could be so cruel

He turned on the engine and drove off.

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It'll get better soon.

-A