He Forgot Me After All

Chapter One ~IDC I LOVE IT~

LILLYS POV

I woke up to soft purrs beside my ear and a soft tail in my face. Today was going to be a hard day... the first day of school the worst day of all. See first day is were you make and impression one that they wont forget. That is were you get put into your classic groups Emo, Nerd, Foot ball, Cheerleaders, And your classic classic school hookers.

After five mins i decided to see what was on my face i opened my eyes to see that my cat was laying on my face. "Wow thanks Raven how kind of you to lay on me" I said with enthusiasm

I got up and went in the shower which took me only 25 mins. Then I got put my makeup on which was a thin line of eyeliner and some mascara and straightened my lavender hair . Finally my out fit, i put on a  pair of white shorts, a My Chemical Romance muscle tee and a lot of band bracelets. Then I was ready to leave for hell!

"Mom I'm leaving for school I will be back late!" Not like she would care I thought to my self. See my dad died when I was six that crushed my mom she became an alcoholic and a drugy. Not much to live for now except for Andy. Andy B. my only friend since 6th grade that's when he moved. I can't wait to see him tonight tho!! Oh yeah I forgot to tell you I've got enough money to go to a Black Veil brides concert I'm so excited! (authors note: I'm making Andy 18 for the book)

I got to school early which was good that ment no br- "Hey worthless still alive! Wow what a shock" i know that voice its brad the one and only jack ass jock at the school

"Keep walking keep walking" I said to my self as I tried to walk faster. "I'm talking to you" brad said then yanked my hair back."Don't leave when I speak to you,Got it?" I shook my head because I don't talk to any one but my mom and andy . He let go and walked away "finally" I said and got to home room.

                                ~~~~1st PD.~~~~~~~

" Now every one I need you to pick a instrument now when I call your name simply go up to the instrument you play." my music teacher Mr.Sturgell said. Then he be gain calling names

"Jake" Jake took piano

"Ashley" She took keyboard

"Lilly" I stood up and walked over to the Electric guitar the only instrument I can play well except for singing/screaming.

"Now I would like to hear every body play a song" so everybody went thy all sounded good then my name was called."Lilly start when ever"  I had chosen knives and pens  so I started plying then I stopped. "I'm actually going to sing also" Evey body gasped that I talked

I then started playing -Now you should play the song-

wen I was done every one cheered.."Thank you thank you but please don't tell any one I talked"

"NEVER" they said all together that's when I knew I could trust some people

------------------- End of School--------------------

I drove down to the venue were Black veil Brides was playing. I told Ashley I would be there early. Yes me Ashley and Andy went to school together and we kept in touch he hasn't told the rest about me and Andy doesn't know I'm coming but I hope he will be happy.

"LILLY!!!" Ashley called as he ran to me." ASHLEY" I jumped into his arms and hugged him. He put me on the ground "Its been to long!" he said smiling "Yes it has way to long! so how about you introduce me as he turned around to see four confused faces. Me and Andy dated in fifth and sixth grade so I hope we could go out again but then I saw his confused face.

"Jinxx Jake Cc this is Lilly" Ashley told him "Hi guys I'm lilly" they all hugged me and hey I didn't refuse

"Hi Andy I missed you!" I said. I was so happy right now I had butter flies in my stomach. "Umm I'm sorry Do I know you?" Andy said.

at that moment I broke I ran to the bathrooms and cried. I got my blade and cut my arm

"One" for the times he said he loved me

"two" for the days we spent together

"three" for the promises  he made

"five" for the nights I cried over him

this went on till I had 80 cuts some light others deep. I got my bag and wrapped my arm then put my bracelets on. I walked out side to see Ashley glance at my arm and back up that's when he started to cry

"Ashley its not what it looks like" I said shaking my head. "I'm so sorry Lilly" he pulled me in a hug and I cried on his shoulder for five mins. We pulled away " Talk to Andy see why he won't remember." So I walked to him.

"Andy? do you really not remember me... at all" I said trying to not let a million tears go. " No I'm sorry should I?" I thought for a moment " Andy I'm lily the one you grew up with we were inseparable and we dated in fifth grade to sixth. Then you moved and the last words I told you were "Don't forget me" and you said you wouldn't. I was bullied so bad when you left my mom abused me more I started to cut then became anorexic and you weren't there to help!" I let at ear escape "and now you broke your promise because you forgot me..."  He looked shocked trying to take it all in but Ashley came over " Hey stage now Andy" "Lily wait for me in the bus!" and with that i went to the bus and cut But idc I love it. Then I said

"My best friend ,Boy friend,One I looked up to for got me...."