I put on some music and turned on some steaming hot water and waited for it to fill the tub..
I put some body stuff that smelled nice in too it and bubbles and foam filled it after each one squirt I put.
I smiled proudly at my attempt to calm myself, I would put petals too but my mom won't let me steal any roses form the garden so *shrugs* I didn't want dirt in my bath anyway.
The hot water made steam appear and I slowly stripped myself.
I put in a few ice cubes to make sure I don't burn taker from the waters heat and I put in one leg.
"Stone cold
Stone cold
You see me standing
But i'm dying on the floor
Stone cold
Stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry
I won't feel it anymore
Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you"I take a deep breath and put in my other leg than slowly sit down in the warm relaxed water.
A few bubbles pop when I play around with them and I close my eyes and slowly let my head get soaked while I lay down leaving my face outside water so I can breath.
"Know that I am
Even if I can't understand
I'll take the pain
Give me the truth
Me and my heart we'll make it through
If happy is her
I'm happy for you
Hmm Hmmm"I sit back up and take out the perfume like body spray and spray the scent around the bathroom:
"Stone cold
Stone cold
You're dancing with her
While I'm staring at my phone
Stone cold
Stone cold
I was your amber
But now she's your shade of gold
Stone Cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you"I let my salty tears mix with the water as I think deep and question life.
"Know that I am
Even if I can't understand
I'll take the pain
Give me the truth
Me and my heart will make it through
If happy is her
I'm happy for you"My mum sent my a text telling me there's going to be another family gathering.. I have no idea how to feel, happy because France will be there with me or sad because I'll be seeing the rest of the girls, whenever I see them a bit of the old Emma that I killed perks out of the grave and it ruins me and everything I practiced.
"Don't wanna be stone cold, stone
I wish I could mean this but here's my goodbye"My face falls into the water and the soapy foamy water fills my nostrils and mouth and I quickly struggle back up.
"Oh, I'm happy for you
Know that I am
Even if I can't understand
If happy is her
If happy is her
I'm happy for you"The song finished while I have my coughing fit and spit out the water I swallowed, my saliva is soapy and it's disgusting.
I feel a faint curiosity at what will play next but still have my brain focused on the soap and foam that could be poisonous and could kill me.
I give up and lay back down in the water being extra careful this time.
I also know that two other girls came back form America, our family is REALLY big in my point of view..
...
I step out of the bathroom in my bathrobe and walk to my closet to get me some Pjs.
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Lost
Humor(I'm currently editing) Imagine faking a personality so long you forget what your real personality is? Imagine being bullied in family meet ups by your own flesh and blood? Imagine being kidnapped by a crazy lunatic and coming back and acting like y...