You know you can't write a thing when there is F.R.I.E.N.D.S. playing in the background. You can't even process your thoughts. It's so overrated and fucked up . In a bad way too.
See in other countries when you are sad you go to the therapist. Or is it just USA? I do not know. Never lived in a different country. But here's in our country you go to your friend. Or You shut yourself up in a room and sob alone. But India is so overpopulated that you don't even own a room for yourself. Unless you are a spoilt brat rich kid. Now that I am 25 I shouldn't use terms like kids anymore for myself. I'm 25. I am a full grown adult . So you go to the bathroom to cry. That's how I spent so many lone hours in my hostel bathroom or shower. Now shower is a good place to cry. You won't even realize that you are crying shitloads now that more water is coming through the shower. Or is it my eyes? Was it? Damn I am bad. I cry when I am angry too. Or happy. Damn it's like my favourite hobby. So crying alone is a good way to let go of grief. You can process your thoughts without someone always blabbering in the background about how you can be okay. Because those people around you are scared. Or running out of cash so you get a psychiatry degree. Naah just kidding. Or am I? Got you right!
So other people will you that in this way you will be alright. Because they do not want to feel odd . Yes they feel odd when you are sad. You have to heal yourself. You have to make the effort. See everything around is just bullshit. You have to do all the healing.
So that's there for the day. See you l
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HorrorSee this is kind of my imagination. You do not get such kind of interesting and good - looking people in real life. Yes here everyone is good- looking. Like the show "the good doctor". Anyone can message me to correct my grammar. For further detail...
