As days go past I have been the most cold-hearted person ever. Don't care about people life I take and getting in trouble with my mom. Things have change since my grandma been in the hospital fighting for her life. When she die of cancer this going to really change me. "India" my sister Asia said breaking me out of my train of thought. "Yes"? I said. " Come on we needa get to the warehouse in check on things". "Go ask trigga or yasmine I don't want to go". I said. "Aight" she said walking away. Lately I have not been in the right state of mind and thinking should I give the game up til my granny okay. Maybe I should for 2 months." India" my mom called me from her office on the other side of the house. "Yes" I said. "We needa get the hospital they called in said your grandma have 24 to live" she said crying. As much me and my mom have disagreements on things she needed Asia and Me the most. " Lets go " I said knowing that nasty ass hospital that my granny at will kill her on purpose in say it was accident. We got to the hospital 10 minutes early then the usual time because I was speeding I needed to see her. When we pulled up Aisa was already there waiting for us .As we walked to my grandma room I stood there just thinking about all the good & bad times we had but mostly the good. " Thug you going to the door" my mom said ? "Oh yeah" I said twisting the door knob. As I walked in I saw my granny hooked up to so many machine's & her body led there stiffly. Tears began falling seeing her in this state. I watch as my mom & sister went to see her I hated seeing my grandma like this all I could do is question god why her the person I need the most? My mom & Asia left so I can get some alone time with her. I pulled up a chair in just crying in talking to her as though she could hear me. I didn't know it was morning til the doctors came to check on her. "Ma'am your grandma health is getting worse by the hour I don't know if she make it a full 24 hours" said the nurse. I cried some more til my family come in saw her body. If nobody was there for my grandma she will always remember me. We take turns saying our own good byes to my grandma before her time was up. "Beeeeepppp" we heard her monitor go off in doctor's run in. They did everything the could but it was to late. "No Please No Grandma Stay With Me This Can't Be Happening I Needed You The Most In This How You Repay Me" I said crying. It take my sister, cousins, and mom to get me to leave. I was truly a emotional wreck I wasn't ready to let her go. My heart arched I couldn't take it more I have to leave Georgia.
