I Wish

Chapter 2

Unfortunately, I finally arrive at Southside High, known as my worst nightmare. It is my first day as a senior and I wish it was my last. Let me let you in on some information. I have been here my whole highschool life and I never bother anyone, but that doesn't seem to go as well for other people. Every single day I am teased here and nobody seems to care, except for my best friend Kayla. I wish she could understand that I am not like her. She is slimmer than me and has less fat than me, meaning that she is thick in all the right places. Here she comes now. 

"HEY BESTFRIEND." Everybody just turns around and stares at us. She says, "I KNOW WE'RE FINE BUT DAMNN CAN WE HAVE OUR FACES BACK." Some of them chuckle, look with her with lust, and look at me with disgust. The think about Kayla id that everybody likes her due to her style and her thick body. On the other hand they look at me as if I'm an alien and they have seen such a thing before. "HELLOO  ARE YOU THERE", she says trying to get my attention. " I see you with that look on your face and how many times do I have to tell you that you are beautiful and someday it won't just be me telling you that." I say, " As many times as you like because I'm never going to believe you." And I walk away because I don't feel like arguing with her right now. 

I walked to the office to get my schedule and I had a GPA of 4.3 and a straight A student, so I had all honors classes. I had Honors Civics and Economics, Calculus, Yearbook , and Honors Chemistry. I went and found Kayla to compare our schedules and we had Yearbook and Chemistry together, so we said our goodbyes and headed our separate ways to class. 

7 hours later...........

I just got out of school and went straight home to start on my homework. Homework on the first day i know right, I hate it when they do that too.  I finished it all and just watched some Netflix because I had nothing else to do. Kayla was busy doing whose knows what. Lately I have a feeling that she's pushing me away. Ever since she joined the dance team at school she has been pushing me away and sometimes acts as if she doesn't know me, but I will talk to her about that tomorrow for sure. I get on Instagram and I see all of these couples and they are goals fr fr. I wish I had somethings like that and I pray for something like that, I mean who would want me. I'm too fat. I could've at least had a cute face, but I don't. Nobody will ever want me and I just have to accept the truth. Hopefully my life won't turn out that way, but I have a strong feeling that it will. 

I push all of those thoughts to the back of my head, turn my lamp off, and go to sleep.