i used to be so strong but something went so wrong i used to see the beauty in everything but he took it all from me i used to love and care and remember what it was like when you said you would always be there so what changed what happened i guess you can say the demands took over and nothing else seemed to matter that all the memories of happiness finely just battered most of them shatted in the darkness of my pain the scars on my arms don't seem to matter to you you still stay here while i keep hurting you i hate who i am the broken down pain the blood on my arms stained forever but i know that you love me but im not even safe im a live demand and you hold the blades