Chapter 5

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Yoongi's P.O.V
  I wake up in a cold sweat. It has been a week since me and Jimin's official date. He still works at Omelas against my wishes...but he likes it there...at least when his boss isn't there. I get up wiping the dew from my forehead. I roll out of bed it was 5:13 am. I hop up and get dressed I figured I would see if Jimin has gone into work early today. It was our routine now kinda and it was strange for me to invest myself in a person, but somehow Jimin is different.
  The kind of different I could wake up to everyday. I smile..it was weird I was learning how to open up all over again...to share things I would keep bottled. I look at my hand my wound wasn't completely healed yet but it was getting there. I take two more of my pills and the pain slowly began to fade I sighed enjoying this feeling more than I should. I slide into some black ripped skinny jeans a black tee-shirt and a black hoodie.
  I find my black converse and slip them on I grab my smokes and head out to Omelas. I jog across the street already feeling light at the fact I was going to see Jimin..another feeling I would have to adjust to..

Jimin's P.O.V
I was on edge knowing Yoongi would be showing up at any time. Thankfully my boss doesn't come in very often anymore after the incident with Yoongi. The bell above the door rings and I brighten up hopping onto the counter. "Mr. Min Yoongi.." I say smiling. He smirks "Mr. Park Jimin.."
He settles himself between my legs hugging me. I rest my hands on his shoulder. I see him pick up a bottle of his favorite whiskey. He shakes it taking money from his wallet and handing it to me. I sigh, this is one habit I hoped he would grow out of 'day drinking' "Yoongi...do you really need a drink right now?" He shrugs opening the bottle.
He takes a long swig it hurt that he was still dealing with his problems by drinking..I was here for him, but I knew he needed time to understand that. "Jimin...come here.." he says leaning over the counter. I lean in closer to his face grinning..he slightly presses his lips to mine the faint taste of whiskey lingering.
I love my lips in sync with wish my hands pressing into the counter supporting my weight as I float away on a ecstasy trip. He pulls back a wide smile on his face. I was out of breath and needy. "You're so unfair..." I say pouting. We were taking things slow, but 'slow' was very frustrating.
"Slow and steady wins the race Jimin.." he says his thumb caressing my cheek sending chills down my spine I lean into his touch. He stares at me intently.. "I wanna go out tonight.." he says pulling his hand away his face unreadable.
He picks up his bottle and takes a big gulp half already gone. I sigh once again, "only if you throw the rest of that away..." I say pointing to the bottle. He scowls at me "oh so we are negotiating now are we..?" He says in a snarky tone. I simply nod in response.
He groans "fine whatever.." he tossed the bottle in the trash obviously annoyed by my condition of going out tonight. "See was that so hard?" I say smiling cheekily "no but I just wasted 15 bucks.." he says I bite back a laugh. I come from behind the counter and wrap my arms around his waist.
"You just worry me Yoongi..that's all..I don't need to lose you..when I just got you." I feel him hesitate to hug me back. He didn't like to talk about 'mushy' stuff. I look up at him his face was expressionless, but his eyes showed his hidden pain and sorrow he felt...

Yoongi's P.O.V
  My brain doesn't know what to do when Jimin says he is concerned for me..I freeze up..Jimin...is so open with me he is just waiting for me to ask questions about his life..and he would tell me..it isn't easy for me I can't just say what's going through my head or talk about what's wrong with me...
  I drink to wash it all away...and he is taking that away from me..soon I will have nothing to mask the pain..and he will realize what he has gotten himself into and leave...I pull away from him my thoughts making me feel disgusted..I was basically on a path to no where...
  He says he is here to listen and to accept but I can't even accept what my past is and what is wrong with me...how could someone else...I feel my stomach twist in knots..I hear the bell ring and a familiar man walks in..Jimin turns and his voice becomes excited "Mr. Kim Seokjin!" He says greeting the male who had come in last week.
  He bows at us both "Oh just call me Jin it's nice to see you both again I hope things are going well.." he gestured to us with a heart I roll my eyes. Jimin giggles "well thank you! Things are coming along great!" I huff and prop myself against the counter. "Coincidentally I actually came here to see if you were working today Jimin I was wondering if you wanted these?" He holds out tickets for a reservation at the most popular restaurant in Seoul.
  Jimin gasps "OH MY we couldn't accept these that's crazy generous!" Jin shakes his head "no no don't worry Namjoon and I have no use for them because we are going out of town tonight.." Jimin looks at me his eyes wide. I walk over to Jin and snatch them from his hand looking at them.
  "I don't know..." I see Jimin's smile fade and my heart ached..I sigh I may not like Jin, but he was kind, almost too kind...I nod accepting the gift "thank you." I bow and he leaves with a respectful "good luck and goodbye"
  "Well Jimin looks like I'm treating you to a fancy dinner date...and get you to divulge your deepest darkest secrets.." I say jokingly. His face goes pale "o-oh u-uh heh heh yeah.."

Jimin's P.O.V
  My heart drops at his words...was it time to open up? I try to make my self busy as the time passes...Min Yoongi...please accept me..Min Yoongi let me accept you...Min Yoongi I am falling in a dark twisted pit of Love and you're at the bottom.....

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