Dear diary it has been a long time but that was because I was busy making my decisions last time I said decisions between four people Ava, Dallas, Brie, And Lauren. And throughout all of those decisions I have yet to take one of the people out so I'm happy to say that I would not be choosing Lauren 😒. And to think that I was having feelings for her what was I thinking. She was a monster she hurt me in many ways she's a big FUCKING BITCH AND SHE KNOWS IT!!!!! Sorry I got carried away I don't want to get in that topic right now so I will move on from her and leave her out of my life FOR GOOD. Now I want to talk about my other love interests. This is hard to choose it shouldn't be this hard. Now that it's just three left it just feels like I'm playing a game of eenie meenie miney mo or duck duck goose I don't know why those are references on why I'm thinking how to choose just feels like that you know. The first person I want to talk about is obviously*breathes deep*Dallas! Oh I want to you so but I can't 😥 I yet have figured out that he is for sure with another one 😭😭😭 I weep and cry as I think about that DALLAS WHY WHY DID YOU HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER no pull it together you will find someone soon. And now Brie where have you gone my princess I don't know where you are but I miss you you are no longer around so I don't know what happened you might as well found someone for yourself too 😭. If not still looking for you and maybe we can be together and soon I can get to know how you look other than a blank screen. And I guess we return to Ava. Yes we are friends and we have talked about this many times and I told her that I was all right but is that really telling the truth 😓 but I know deep inside I would have to figure out how to Let It Go but I still have feelings that I don't know what to do whoever I pick I hopefully see you in my future. Let's just see what happens until next time goodbye 😊
