The Famous Rappers

Chapter Nine : Lil Xan

I was so gone but I performed well enough. Diego kept asking if I was okay but honestly, I wasn't. This is exactly what I hated about being famous. The pressure, the stress.

After the show and all of the meet and greets, I took even more pills and Diego had to help me walk to the limo.

"Diego fuck me in the whip." I said, grabbing on him.

"Babe your so fucked up, I'm not gonna while your like this. Cause when you were sober you were hating on me-"

"Daddy I was just playing, I like you, jus get wit me." I said, kissing his neck.

"Stop I'm not gonna do it. Maybe when your sober, or when I'm not hah."

We got into the car, and I sat on his lap, hugging and kissing him. The driver began taking us back.

He had his hands on my waist, I knew he wanted me but not when I wasn't sober.

I grabbed a Xanax from the bag, and popped it in his mouth, he swallowed it, and after that he started kissing me back.

"You wanna do me now huh?" I said, looking in his eyes with a smirk as I grabbed his face. He smiled back, cupping a handful of my titties.

"Yes baby."

Just as we were about to get to the good part, the door opened and cameras flashed, paparazzi's were questioning us.

But before I could even get off of Diego, about 20 photos were taken. And in the back of everyone, I saw Dezy, with a smug face.

Diego slammed the door, and we looked at each other, panting nervously. I face palmed, feeling a mixture of embarrassment and shame.

The driver yelled at them then sped off.

"Were you in on this?" I asked, feeling angry.

"Whaat?! Hell no! Come on baby I wouldn't do that."

I was pulling at my face cause I could barely feel it.

"Oh my gosh everyone's gonna see that! Joyner's gonna hate me, and Sky, and... Phora!" I said, not lifting my face from my hands.

Diego put his arm around me, and ran his hand through my hair.

"Usually I don't care about things like this but... there's something about you. Your cool as fuck, we should make this a relationship. Even if it's just friends with benefits." Diego told me, laughing towards the end.

I pulled away.

"Maybe after some more Xanax." I said, grabbing more pills then washed them down with the tequila.

Diego took the bag away from me, "C'mon baby you've had so many."

"Or you haven't had enough." I said, making him take more pills.

I started giggling, this wasn't me and even as gone as I was I knew this wasn't okay. I was leaning on Diego, kissing him, then I- I don't know what the fuck happened.

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Author's Note : This ain't the end lovelies, stay tuned, got more drama getting written rn. 😋💙