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I found it again !! A pink notebook with black butterfly on the center and the word "JOURNAL"on the top of it.I stood up and pick it up, smiled and then the smile had quickly vanished. ‘’ I should have not gone on these things’’, I said to myself. My mind told me to put it back and just leave but something urged me to open it. I could feel sweetness as well as bitterness.

 

 

 

 

September 8, 2013(the day I met you)

Someone’s texting me right now and I don’t know who. I asked that stranger if “who is he/she “ then he reply “ I’m Ivan” Where did u get my # ?” “from my buddy” he answered at the same time he asked also my name and I politely answered him “hmm, I’m Gabby J”..

At that time text kami ng text wala naman sigurong masama dun, nakikipag kaibigan lang naman sya,, text kami ng text hanggang sa napunta kami sa world of anime, yeah we’re an anime lover. One day dumating yung point na naging friends na talaga kami. As in friends na.. 

“pwede bang makuha yung # ng MaMa mo ?” he ask

“and why should I ?”

“I just want to ask permission “

“ask permission ? for what ?”

“pahingi na lang kasi”

“ayoko nga”

Di na sya nagreply ah ?  baka nagtampo. Bahala nga sya sa buhay nya.. and who is he para antayin yung text nya.. di naman sya kawalan eh !!

 

“nanak ? may  naghahanap sa’yo, kaibigan mo daw ?” tawag ni mama mula sa sala.. as if naman nasa kwarto ako nakikipag harutan sa pamangkin kung makulit.. bumaba na ako, sino namang kaibigan ko ang  pupunta ng bahay ?? eh nobody knows kung san ako nakatira, pwera nalang kung may nags-spy sa’kin ? ASA NAMAN !! ako ? may mag SPY ? oh come on !!

 

“hey what are you doin’ here, pano mo nalaman address ko stalker ba kita ?” para akong baliw na nakawala sa mental.. ikaw ba kasing makakita ng kaibigan ko DAW na pumupunta sa bahay ?

“hindi mo binigay yung # ng mama mo eh, as if ka naman iniisalk kita..”

“but how did you know my address, hindi ko nga binigay sa’yo yung add.”

“did you know Lexi ?

“yeah she’s my best-friend  bakit ?”

Best-friend ko si Lexi kasi since yung nasa grade school, kami na magkasama, until now we’re in college same school, same course..

“oh come-on !! don’t tell me ? she told you ?.”

Mag smile lang sya..

Alam nyu kung anong pinunta nya ? magpaalam lang sya kay mama na hihiramin nya muna daw ako .. heeellOOOO I’m not a toy no.. ibig kung sabihin isasama nya daw ako, may bibilhin daw sya, anong bibilhin nya ? duh ! the hell I care kung anong bibilhin nya no..

 

“walang magbabantay kay Iyah, dadalhin ko nalang” sabi ko sa kanya, pumayag na ako kasi bored na rin ako sa bahay eh, isa pa ipapasyal ko din si Iyah para naman maiba namn yung makikita nyang nature, hindi yung nature ng bahay..

Pamangkin ko si Iyah, Aaliyah yung name nya, Iyah for short she’s 1 yr & 5 mos..

 

Infairness nawala rin yung pagka bored ko, and as what I see Aaliyah is enjoying w/ Ivan, karga na nya kasi si Iyah, ako ?. well nakasunod sa kanila bitbit ang bag.