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Ch.20

Jack J's POV-

I ran in the house and up the stairs, I go inside jacks room and he's not inside I just see that his room is a mess, his little desk is thrown down picture frames are broken there's pens and papers everywhere....I walk towards the restroom and he wasn't there either

What the fuck? Where are you G

I check the other rooms and he's not there I go back to his room and I walk inside and I see him sitting down next to his bed and he had his head down

"Hey, Jack you ok?"

I said shaking his shoulder a bit and he put his head up and he opened his eyes slightly and they were red and you can see the dry tears on his cheeks

"You look really pale, what did you do?"

I said and I lifted up his sleeve from his sweater from the left and he had nothing then the right and that's when I felt the cloth a bit wet and I just look up at him and I took his sweater off and I just see that big scar he had there from before, it was half open again and I just ran to go get a towel and I rap it around his forearm

"What the hell were you thinking man"

I said and he could barely even talk and I just applied pressure to the cut and I look at him thinking what I can do

"Jack...."

I heard, and I turn to see Olivia at the door and I let go of his arm and went to her

"Olivia I told you to stay home, go back please"

I said and she was looking behind me

"No, please Johnson let me through"

She said and I keep her back

"Olivia"

I heard Jack say so low and weak and she stopped moving and I looked back and I see his head pop out and he tried to look over our way

"Jack"

Olivia said going over to him and she crouched down and I heard her sobbing

"Jack I'm sorry I didn't listen to you, we can talk now Alright, you can tell me what happened and the truth ok"

She said holding his hand and the other lifting up his head

"Olivia let go of him, I know what to do so he won't be like this no more-"

"No johnson! Look what I did! What I made him do to himself..this is all my fault, I could've just listened to him and none of this could happen, I mean I am a bit mad still but this here, is. My fault.."

She said through sobs and she looked back down at G

"Look it's not your fault ok, just let him go and let me fix this, I've done it before....trust me Olivia. You have to let go of him or else he'll be losing even more blood ok"

I said as I moved my hand to signal her where the towel is at

She nodded as she let go of his head and lightly placed it back on the side of the bed and once she was about to let go of his hand I see jacks hand go back to grab her and she turned to look at him

"I'll be ok alright, don't worry about me"

He said and she just nodded and without any hesitation she got up and left and I heard her starting to cry....

I go over to Jack and I start doing what I did last time....
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A couple hours went by and Olivia decided to just go home and to call her so she could know how Gilinsky is doing, I know she's not mad anymore, she just wants jack to be fine but she's just hiding that.

Jack was starting to move around, he's been trying to eat some things, and right now I brought us a smoothie for now and he ended up grabbing it.

I see him walk over to the living room and I see him that he was eating the smoothie instead of drinking it but I just ignored that.

"How your holding up?"

I said while looking at his forearm that's all rapped up and I looked back at him

"I'm fine..."

He said and I nodded

"Thank you for this, again.......you know.."

"just want to see olivia.."

He said low and I turned to him, and I see him looking down mixing the smoothie with the spoon he had and I see a tear fall from his cheek and he quickly whipped it away.

"Hmm, do you want me to tell her to come over?"

I asked waiting for his response but he just shook his head

"She doesn't want to see me, she's mad at me. She won't even look at me right now because of this.....sometimes I feel like I'm just not good enough......"

He said and I almost choked on my smoothie and I look up at him again

"Bro, Don't say that. She may be mad but she loves you, she cares about you, the way she got when she saw you there on the floor.....she was the one that told me, in her own words, 'Why would you leave jack alone? You do know how he is and how I am when we get like this, I don't want him to be hurting himself ' she cares about you Gilinsky."

I said and he didn't bother looking at me, he didn't even say anything, we sat there for a couple minutes until I said something

"Do you want me to go over and talk to her?"

I said and he nodded looking up at me and I got up to go then I see him stand up

"Alright then, let's go"

I said and he got his jacket and we left to her house.
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