Shower

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I have no idea what happened. All i know is that I woke up to a clutter of clothes and my 6:15 alarm clock screaming. I don't want to go to school. I don't need to. It's useless, pathetic, and just... I don't care about it anymore. But Nichk sure does. I slowly stand up and stumble my way to the bathroom. When I get there, I don't bother to look in the mirror because i I know I'll see some stranger that hasn't showered for days...gross I know. I grab a towel and turn the shower to cold. I let the water flow down my body, through the drain. Just like Nicole's love. I shake my head at the thought of her. It flowed through me, electrifying every part of me, especially where she's touched me. Everywhere. And then it all just vanishes, down a drain and through a pipe.

I stand there for about 15 minutes. Not even soaping or shampooing. Just standing, my hand pressed against the wall. The water's so cold that I start to feel numb. I rub my face and rinse nothing out of my hair. I rub my hands over my arms as if i soaped them. Then, I turn the water to scalding and stand there taking in the burning hot water till my ice skin melts and starts to burn. I shut the water off and get out. Wrapping a towel around my waist, i see myslef in the foggy mirror, half naked. My dark brown hair dripping wet pulled back so i can see my pale face. My body, skinny and thin, from not eating alot. A permanent furrow on my brow and an expressionless face with dark, lifeless eyes. I cannot even tell who I am anymore.

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 18, 2012 ⏰

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