I wish I could have been there, but I didn't care. I was too ignorant and blind to see past my selfishness. I was too ignorant to hear your cries for help. Too damned blind to notice your pain and your cuts. I wish I could've heard you and to help you. I now cut and cut and cut. I don't care where I cut. All I want is to suffer the pain I deserve, But I feel like it's not enough. It hurts so much and I want it to stop, but I promised myself I won't stop cutting and cutting until I die. After all... that's what I deserve. And there's gonna be nobody there to stop me. I will cut and cut and cut until I bleed out and die. I will cut and cut and cut until I puncture my heart and die. I will cut and cut and cut until my left arm has no more room to fit more cuts, then and only then I'll start to do the same to my right arm. them my left leg.... then my right leg. My back, then my stomach. my neck, then if I'm still alive... Ill continue onto my face. once I cant place another cut, then ill begin stabbing... no its just gonna do minor pokes. Ill poke here and there until there's no more space. .. Yes until I die I'll stop. I'll find you and follow you wherever you go. Il even follows you to the depths of hell if that's where you go. I'll find you and say sorry. but you don't have to forgive me. after all. It was all my doing. It was all my fault.
A/N: If there's anyone who is like this, is going through depression or are suicidal and wishes to speak about it to someone, feel free to PM (Private message) me. I'll listen. I know the pain many are going through. I know how it feels having no one by your side. So please. PM me if you wish.
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Short depressing/horror stories
RandomThis will contain short horror and depressing stories. it's not really that horror like because when it comes to horror I love it but I can't really write about horror.......... yes I know my life is sad.
