What is life?

Chapter Four

**Recap**

I walked in the door and the house was dark and quiet. I looked for my mom and she was passed out drunk on the kitchen floor. "Great" I said. Knowing I would have to put her back into bed. I picked her up and carried her, to her bed. I walked out and broke down crying. What had my life become? Why me.. Why did I have to deal with this? I laid on my bed crying and eventually I got up, grabbed my phone, a razor, and some strong pain killers.

I had a plan.

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After I had laid my mom into bed, I went to my room and turned the music up. The song tha was playing was Make You Feel My Love by: Adele.

I started downing the pain killers and i sank to the corner of my room, crying, thinking, why me? Why me..? I took the razor to my white porcelain and started digging it in. Letting the little beads of blood drip down my arm. The pain killers started to kick in, it sent me into an over dosing spiral. I couldn't see straight anymore. By now my arms was bleeding to much to contain.

I focused on the song that was playing and I zoned out to its lyrics.

"When the rain is blowing in your face,

And the whole world is on your case,

I could offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,

And there is no one there to dry your tears,

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,

But I will never do you wrong.

I've known it from the moment that we met,

No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,

And I'd go crawling down the avenue.

No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea

And on the highway of regret.

The winds of change are blowing wild and free,

You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.

Nothing that I wouldn't do.

Go to the ends of the Earth for you,

To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love"

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*Authors Note*

Hey guys, I know this is a short chapter, but there is more to come. I have finals and i just can't think straight right now. So please bare with me 👌 i hope you like the story /-\

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