Ringer [COMPLETED]

Chapter five

I finally decided to come out of the mirror, the guys have been coming up to check on me, mostly it's Jin who comes to see how I'm doing. I really like him, he's so nice. He reminds me of my mom before she passed away. I miss her, her death was so tragic, but what's worse is when you see your own mother die.
Today is the anniversary of her death actually and I hate being alone it feels like a curse.

Jin and Taehyung came up to visit me, "Ringer are you up?" I could hear Taehyung ask as he tapped on the glass mirror, I walked over to the mirror to see them. At the sight of Jin I wanted to just jump out of the mirror to hug him, I reached my arms out and he grabbed them helping me out of the mirror, "ahh the light it burns!" I screeched as I crumpled to the floor pretending to melt.

I went straight to hug Jin feeling his warm presence, it was nice it was calming like when my mother used to hold me in her embrace, I didn't even realize it but I was silently crying to myself at the memory, "Ringer are you ok?" Jin asked wiping my tears away, I shook my head. I wasn't ok I was broken and alone.

Forever.

"I want to see the others, I need to apologize to Jungkook for what I did!" I screamed through gritted teeth and tears, "He needs to know that I'm sorry that I never meant to hurt him or any of you!" I was constantly hitting Jin's chest. They both nodded and took me downstairs, Jin was carrying me as I still continued to silently cry in his arms, "I miss her so, so much." I whispered softly, "What was that Ringer?" Jin asked, I shook my head not ready to tell him.

He sat down and I could feel everyone's gaze on me, "What is she doing here?" I could hear Jungkook say through gritted teeth as he hates me, "She has something to say to you Jungkook." I heard Jin say as he turned me around to face the rest of the guys, I had tears streaming down my face at this point, I'm so sick of being alone, "I wanted to say that I'm sorry." I looked down immediately after I said that I could still feel his gaze burning me.

"And why should I forgive you, you nearly fucking killed me and my friends!" He shouted, I felt this pain in my chest and I hated it. I wiped my tears away and faced him, "I know I don't deserve your forgiveness because I was being a bitch, but I'm so, so sick of being alone." I whispered that last part, I looked to him to see that he had pain in his eyes, "Wh-Why are you so lonely?" I heard him ask which took me by surprise because how could he hear me He was on the opposite side of the room.

I looked at him, "I-I m-miss h-her s-so, s-so much!" I couldn't control my tears, I hugged Jin close to myself the feeling was as if my mother was in the room with me, "Who do you miss?" Jimin asked me, I knew that they would be confused and I didn't know what to do, "Today is a big day for the house." They all gave me a questioning look, "What do you mean by that?" Jimin gave me a confused look.

I took a deep breath, "It's the anniversary of.." I got cut off by Taehyung, "Your death?!" He yelled, I glared, "Yes,now as I was saying today is the anniversary of.." again he cut me off, "The first time someone came to visit you?!" He said with a smile like he had the right idea, "No, now again as I was saying.." he started again, "It's..!" This time I started, "Would you shut up and let me speak damn it so I could tell you!" I shouted back at him.

They all looked to me a little scared by my sudden outburst. I took another deep breath, "As I was saying today is the anniversary of my mother's death." I said having the tears stream down my face once again. They all looked down feeling sorry for me I could tell even Jungkook didn't look angry or annoyed with me instead all I saw was pity in his eyes, pity in all of their eyes. I took another deep breath and stood and walked out of the room.

"Where are you going?" Namjoon asked, "If you want to come I don't care I'm just going to grab something I wanted to show you." I said calmly, they all looked to each other and all got up, I could hear all of their footsteps following behind me. Not going to lie I was nervous to go up to that room with them all following me, but they've already seen the room so what does it matter anyway. I made it to the room that was the attic, it's where I keep all of my memories from when I was alive.

I opened the door and looked behind me to see all of the guys nervous to follow into the room, honestly I can't blame them every time I go into this room I get nervous, "It's ok I won't do anything to harm you, I just want to show you something." I said as I held the door opened motioning them to go inside. They all looked to each other not sure what to do, I started to feel my arm cramp up as I kept holding the door open, "Any day now guys, my arm is starting to cramp up here." I said.

They all carefully walked into the room, I walked over to the table where there was a box placed on it. I opened it and all of the memories came back of my mother, all of her pictures were in the little box, from her wedding day to her holding me for the first time. I had tears of both joy and sadness streaming down my face. I held up one of the pictures and looked at her beautiful smile, "Hi mommy, I really miss you. I wish you were here well alive with me at least." I slightly laughed to myself.

I felt some of the guys come closer but I didn't care, "I wish we didn't have to go so soon, I really, really fucking miss you mommy!!" I hugged the picture close to my body as I fell to the floor screaming from the pain, as the memory of her death came back.

(Flash back)

"STOP IT DADDY YOUR HURTING MOMMY!!!" The young me screamed as she watched her father strangle her mother. "GO AWAY YOU BRAT I NEVER WANTED YOU!!" He shouted as he shoved the little girl out of his way. He threw his wife to the ground, kicking her nonstop, "YOU BITCH!!! I NEVER EVER FUCKING LOVED YOU!!" He kept yelling as he kicked her, her screams and pleads filling the room.

The father picked his wife up and threw her against the wall that put her near her daughter, "MOMMY!! MOMMY SAY SOMETHING PLEASE!" The little girl pleaded. Her mother got some strength and grabbed ahold of the little girls face trying to wipe the tears away, "N-Never forget this Emilia, mommy loves you so, so much and will always love you n-no matter what." The mother coughed up blood making her daughter terrified.

The father came back and took the mother throwing her against another wall, "OH NO YOU DON'T BITCH!" He yelled as he slammed her head multiple times against the wall, a cracking sound filling the air as Emilia watched her father smash her mother's head against the wall causing her skull to crack open allowing her to slowly bleed out and die, "THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR GIVING BIRTH TO THAT MONSTER!" He shouted as he pointed to Emilia.

"EMILIA RUN!!!" Her mother screamed as her cruel husband stepped on her skull, causing her to scream out in more pain. Her mother tossed her something that she caught it was a necklace with a charm that said "RINGER!" Her mother screamed, the girl started to run but before she could get far her father got to her, picking her up from her head, "Now it's your turn!" The girl took one last glance to see her mother laying lifelessly.

The girls father stood her up on a table and tied a rope around her neck, "DADDY PLEASE DONT I LOVE YOU!!" She cried out as she tried to reach for her father, "I HATE YOU, YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!" He yelled back, the sound of sirens coming to the house, the room filled with cops taking the girls mother, "THIS ENDS NOW!" Her father kicked the table out from under the girl causing her tragic death.

(End of flash back)

"RINGER!" I was taken out of my trance as I looked up to see a worried Jungkook, "Ringer are you ok?!" He asked worried, I smiled to myself as I held onto the picture , I glanced down and saw the necklace in the box, Ringer, I held it up, all of the guys looked to see what I was holding confused, "Ringer?" Jin said in confusion, "My mother always called me that." I said with a small smile at the memory.

"Well yeah that's your name." Taehyung said, I chuckled, "It's just what I go by my mom didn't actually name me Ringer, my real name is Emilia." I said. They all said in unison,

Emilia?!

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Well now you know her past wow how dramatic! Anyways keep reading to find out what happened next!

I'M OUT!!!