I tried not to
I tried to be me
I tried to do what's best
I tried to be happy
I'm not though
I slice through the skin and hope people around me don't notice.
I tried at least.
I can't anymore
I need help
But do I want it?
I want to be happy but I always do wrong...
I slice through the skin hoping for red...
I tried to listen
I tried to keep my promise
I'm having trouble..
I slice at my skin again but no red..
"Damn dull knife.." I think throwing my knife down.
I tried.. please don't be mad..
My head whirls as I stand.
My eyes go around the room looking for something to relieve all this.
Help.. help.. please..
My thoughts land on the kitchen.. and it's my night to do dishes..
