"Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine." —Back To December, Taylor Swift
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Your POV
I stand nervously outside the building that stood proudly in front of me.
I can't believe it's his...
I push the glass door open, revealing a receptionist at the receiving area
"How can I help you?" She ask politely.
"Can I know if your boss is free? Can I talk to him?" I ask, wanting the ground to eat me now because of embarrassment.
"Do you have any appointment?" She ask, still smiling.
The atmosphere of his office is so bright, just like him.
"I don't have any but... can you ask him if he's free?" I said, more like beg.
"He's free this afternoon but I don't know if he can see you. Can I have your name ma'am?"
"(Full Name)"
"Just wait a second. You can sit there ma'am." She said, gesturing to the set of chairs. I nod and take a sit. After just a minute, she approached me. "He can see you ma'am. This way please."
"Thank you." I said and followed her. We enter the elevator and she clicked the 14th floor. It's so high.
"Ma'am... can I ask you something?" She said shyly.
"You can." I smiled at her to ease her shyness.
"Do y-you have any relationship w-with our b-boss? Hearing your name makes him froze a little..." She said and look down.
"Nope. We're just... acquaintance, I guess?" She smiled and the elevator door flew open.
What she didn't know is we're now strangers...
Strangers with memories.
"His office is this way ma'am." She gestured. We stopped in front of a large office door and she knocked lightly before opening the door. "CEO, she's here." She peaked inside. "You can go inside now." She smiled and I nervously held the door.
"Pleasure meeting you again, (Y/n)"
That voice. That voice that I don't know why by just hearing it makes me want to cry now.
Those memories... the memories I should bury now... but still here it is. In the back of my mind, in the deepest part of my heart.
"Me too... Hoseok." I said very thankful that my voice didn't broke.
"What brings you here?" He ask, still smiling at me. That smile that makes my heart shatter into pieces.
He don't care anymore. He don't have the same feelings as before.
"Sorry... I just want to say sorry for that night." I mumbled, looking down.
"Take a sit." He said turning his office chair around so his back is facing me. "Want to talk about it?" He ask, bitterness visible at his voice.
"I'm sorry... we're so young that time, Hoseok. I don't know how to decide for it... b-but... " I stop myself. He laugh.
"It's only 2 years ago. We're not young (Y/n). You're just immature that time." He teased.
"Hoseok if I could just go back and change things... but I know I can't."
"What if those things happened today? I mean... right now?" He suddenly beam.
"I'm dumb, Hoseok. I am... but if that moment came again? I'm more than sure that I will say yes."
If you ask me again.
If you just ask me again if i'll be yours... and you'll be mine.
"Sorry (Y/n)..." He mumbled the words without looking at me. Then, turning his chair again so I'm facing his back now.
"I know Hoseok... I-I just... can't... I just can't sleep properly this days because of that." I smiled then stood up. "I should leave now."
Well, (Y/n) you're late. The great Jung Hoseok can't be yours now...
Even if you miss him that much...
You can't go back in time and change things.
You can't go back to December and make things right.
Because you're not the right person for him.
If I could go back to December, turn around and make it alright.
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