Emotional boy

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Namjoon POV 

After I ran into Jackson I went to hell, A.K.A my home. I usually walk around the city or go to the library, but today I wasn't in the mood.

Once I'm at my door step I can already hear yelling. I open the door and close it quietly so that my parents can't hear me. 

"NAMJOON IS THAT YOU"

Fuck 

"Yes its me" the next thing I know is that I have a stinging sensation on my cheek.. 

"WHY THE FUCK DID I FIND WEED IN YOUR ROOM!? HUH!? YOU THINK I WORK MY ASS OFF FOR  NOTHING! I SWEAR YOU NEVER LEARN. YOU ARE EXACTLY LIKE YOUR BROTHER!" 

With that last sentence being said I wanted to cry, scream, punch, anything. I was already heading out the door and before I could go my dad grabbed my wrist. 

"Where do you think your going?"

"Why are you asking ? HUH!?"

"NAMJOON DONT YELL AT YOUR FATHER"

"FATHER!? REALLY. WELL I BETTER GET MY SHITTY ACT TOGETHER RIGHT! SINCE WHEN THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT MY WHEREABOUTS? AND MOM YOU HAD TO BRING YOONGI UP RIGHT?! GUESS WHAT HE'S GONE. HE'S NOT COMING BACK. AND WHATS SO FUNNY IS THAT HES GONE BECAUSE OF ME! YOU AND DAD NEVER GAVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM AND I, ALL YOU EVER CARED ABOUT WAS THE FUCKING PERFECT IMAGE" by the time I was done yelling I was crying.

Both my parents were quite. The scilence was nice and calming. 

"I'm going don't even try to call me"

And with that I left I didn't turn back around.

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Welp.... 

We see who's dead now. 

I'm sorry it took me so long to update I swear I need to get my life together :/  but hey here I am. And than you for 36 reads 💕 I didn't even think my book would even get 10 reads. And please don't be a ghost, I would like to see some comments. You can give me ideas on how I can make the book better etc. 

hope y'all have a great week :)