Recently I met a boy.
A boy I liked and I thought liked me back.
Me and this boy start talking.
These talks are long and enlightening.
These talks are interesting and funny.
These talks are cute and intense.
These talks leave me giddy.
They leave this boy stuck on my mind.
But the more we talk the more we fight.
The less cute these fights are.
Then talking isn't as natural and requires effort.
But I'm still in my feelings for this boy so I make the effort.
Feelings are so annoying and unpredictable.
I still like the boy.
The boy and I fight again.
The boy decides we should take time apart.
I don't want to.
I've become used to having the boy around.
But I'm prideful.
I tell the boy it's cool.
I never talk to the boy again.
But I miss the boy.
I miss him everyday.
But I'll never talk to the boy.
Cause I deserve better.
I deserve for boy to miss me and talk to me.
If boy does not,
Then boy does not deserve me.
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Woman, recognize your worth.
Don't ever let your feelings for someone be more powerful than your self worth.
Don't ever let someone who doesn't recognize your worth into your life.
If they don't see you as worthy from the beginning, they won't suddenly wake up and realise you are gold.You need to realize you're a diamond and treat yourself accordingly.
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