Trauma

Chapter 2: The start

-Kacchan's pov-

-just before lunch ended, in the cafeteria-

'Ugh! I'm not hungry anymore, with Shitty hair and pikachu (From author-chan: sorry I forgot denki's nickname) going on and on about fucking stupid stuff. I'm going to go to class and wait it out' I get up and put my bento away. I start to head towards the class.

When I get there I see a neatly folded note. "The fuck is this...." I mumble under my breath. I unfold note and as I do I just get more and more pissed off at this. I read this:

Dear Bakugou,

I just want you to know that you are absolute SHIT. YOU FAGGOT. You don't deserve to LIVE. SHIT like you should know their place and hurry to jump out of window.

Love,
The motherfuker who is going to torture you to your last breath

I feel 2 feelings that I know too damn well: Anger and sadness but I covered up my sadness with anger.

'That's it! Some motherfuker is going to die!' I think to myself and then I relise that the bell had rung and people had started to come into class.

I left.

-Deku's pov-

'Yes! I pissed kacchan off so much he left!' I smile to myself as I sit in my seat. Soon Aizawa joined the class and class starts.

-End of class-

'I need to go and find a way to start my experiments' As I was pondering, being careful not to mumble, Uraraka said, "Deku, are you okay you looked like you zoned out for a second there" "Umm... Yeah I'm ok, Uraraka!" I said with a fake smile pretending to be a little embarrassed as the old Deku would have been. Soon we had gotten close to the bus. "Bye Uraraka! Bye Iida!" I walk to the bus and get on. Soon the bus gets crowded and I find myself face to face with the asshole and my enemy, Kacchan.

-Kacchan's pov-

'The fucking note, its pissing me off.' Then deku popped into my head. 'Why can't I fucking stop thinking about him, great I'm hallucinating now. I actually for second thought Deku was just a few fe.....holy shit he is fucking in front of me' Suddenly we got to the next stop.

The bus got really croweded and I was pushed next to deku. 'Fuck, he's so close' I turn my head away as he is pressed to my chest 'My face feels hot. AM I BLUSHING?!?!?'

"Umm...Kacchan are you okay your face is red?" Deku said in just an adorably innocent face as he looks up to face me. 'Fuck he is too close, His adorable face is too close.... WAIT DID I JUST FUCKING THINK ADORABLE?!?! HE'S NOT ADORABLE HE IS JUST CUTE! WAIT CUTE....?!?!

His face is just pissing me off more and more. "Fuck off, Shitty nerd!" I said in a anger tone voice yet my voice was very quiet as if it had disappeared.

Fear flashed over Deku's eyes for a second but Kacchan had still noticed. "Sorry Kacchan but I can't move there are too many people" he said but turned the other way to hide his face.

'Why is he so fucking goddamn adorable! No! Katsuki remember he is not adorable! Fuck!' I responded with a "Tch" They anounced the next stop which was lucky Deku's stop.

-Deku's pov-

'Thank god this my stop.' I get off the bus and walk to my house. Before I step inside, I put on a fake smile so my mom won't worry about me.

'God, I love her so much she is the best. If she wasn't here I would have offed myself without a second thought and I wouldn't have been able to finally give him payback for all those years. She is the only one who truly cares about me even if I never had a quirk'

I step inside quickly greet my mother with a hug then go inside my room. 'I'm glad those almighty posters and shit are now gone.'

I sit down at my desk and I quickly do my homework, then I ponder ways to get chemicals for my "project". By the time I come up with a plan it is 3am.

'Better go to sleep. At least the weekend is coming soon' I think to myself as my mind slips into unconciousness.

-Morning-

I wake up at 6am still groggy from last night. I hop into the shower and after that I start to get ready. I walk down stairs and walk to the dining table. "Mom, is it okay if I have some of your coffee this morning? I was doing homework until really late last night." I lied to my mom, it made me feel a little bit guilty but its ok because I know that I have to get used to this feeling.

"Sure, honey. Just don't drink to much," she said while giving me a kiss on the cheek. "Mom, I've also decided to get a job so I can get some money to save up in case something happend," I wasn't completely lieing its just that something had already happened, I had decided to steal starter chemicals from UA and buy illegal ones at black markets.

"Ok honey, just keep up with your studies." "Ok mom" I quickly ate breakfast and ran out the door to the bus stop. Luckily, when I got on Kacchan wasn't there.

-at end of school-

The day had gone by pretty fast, Me being greeted by Uraraka and Iida, getting to class, Kacchan being late, lunch, laying on Kacchan's desk a premade letter, and class but after class I sneak into the generals department knowing they would have chemicals to use so I only snuck little bits and pieces of some chemicals then quickly left.

Now, I am walking home. I texted my mom "I'm going to be studying with a friend tonight for a test, see you later. Love you!" I felt the feeling of guilt crawl up my spine as my mom texted me: "Love you honey, Ill make dinner for when you come back"

I walk to a bus and get on. I repeated the address in my head till I heard the stop to that neighborhood. I get off the bus. 'Look for the forest at the end of xxxxx street and and walk about a fourth of a mile then go to the warehouse and there is the black market I'm looking for.'

I walked up behind the building and sneak inside by a window about 6 feet off the ground. I get in I walk around a little bit, after all I'm only seeing what I can get here after I start working and get enough money to buy this or enough balls to steal them. I went out the same way I came in. I hurried home because it was already nine.

I see my mom asleep on the couch so I put a blanket on her and kiss her forehead goodnight. I walk to my room and ponder 'what I could create because I can't use my power often without them seeing its me. What if I could create something that could get rid of a quirk for a little bit or nullify it, or how to get a quirk?'

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I'm sorry I don't really update. It is really hard with school so sorry and I know its not that good but Ill try! have fun! 😜