forgiven love (Lil Xan)

Chapter 8

Shit I hate the thought of thinking about him everything he did to me I wish things were different back then but like that's life now I hate that bitch with every bone in my body even my heart everything I did to make that fucker happy I get shit back I don't know what to say at this point when I saw him at the club a few days ago when I was there to get drunk.          -rosey grabs a cup of coffee in the kitchen- Shit fuck my life right everything I do and touch is broken I hate this I hate myself I promised myself never to care or love him and that promise still stands even tho I could possibly see him again FUCK am scwered🤦🏻‍♀️. -rosey puts the dirty cup in the sink and goes to the living room and thinkings- I have 2 things stays here and risk to see degio again aka the devil himself or move and become a whole other person and never see him again but then again that a lot of work so no. I guess I have to see him again kill myself will fuck it. -rosey takes and shower gets dressed in a crop too and skinny jeans with some vans- Alright time to go to school I leave my house go inside my car and drive to school ok think rosey what's the chances u won't meet degio at school plz be 0 chances or i'm really screwed I arrive at school got out of the car and went inside with my backpack I go to my locker and take my stuff for class and little did I know degio was here fuck.... degio sees my and I hide somewhere he try's to finds me but fails and goes back to his friends I slowly grabs my stuff and go to my class get when I was about to write the last thing in the bored degio comes him and the teacher say "alright degio is going to tell u about his past with u guys so listen" I put in my hoodie and hide under and cover my face with my backpack to not have degio seeing me then slowly degio wake up to a girl and has a convo with her but the bell rang meaning class is over I quickly got my stuff and ran out of that classroom but I got pulled back by the teacher he asked me to go to his classroom after school and of course I said yes and left and went to lunch I was pushed to the locker by the one and only devil aka degio he wished in my ear why I did not talk to him and I just pushed him and went to the girls bathroom in the girls locker room and changed to sum shorts and a crop with my checker vans and adias jacket and went to the lunch room I put my hair down and went in line forgot I got a big ass of course;)) and also got a guys will 5 guys numbers so anyways skip that and bitch look who I saw degio with his group of friends I ignore him and sat with my friends and chat with them until I saw a tall figure sit next to me and by my surprise degio was there "what ya doing cutie" I laughed "yea don't call me cutie bc first we ain't together and second goodbye"I left to lunch room and skip for the rest of the day and went for a ride downtown ugh it's sucks seeing him again thinking about the past with him I wish it was erased forever I go home and went to my bed room and slept for the rest of the day and think about what happend.