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chapter 22- Brennan

Hayden's pov

A-It was Brennan

I could feel my blood boil. I got up but then Annie grabbed my wrist.

H-That dick is going to get two black eyes and a bloody nose and so much more!
A-Don't
H-He can't get away with hitting you
A-It's okay
H-Annie
A-Hayden
H-I'm going to beat his ass
A-No you won't
H-Why not?
A-Because I'm asking you not to
H-fine but if he touches you again I will beat his ass
A-Okay but he won't because you'll be here right?
H-Yeah
A-Now come sit back down and you can pick a movie
H-Okay...

I sat down and picked a movie. We ended up cuddling. Who the am I? I don't cuddle. I'm not changing now. No way in hell. I got up and Annie gave me a confused look. Think Hayden think! I could make her hate me and lose her or I can keep her and change. Hate.

H-This was a mistake. I wish I didn't kiss you
A-W..what?
H-This never happened
A-Okay...

I regret it. Why do I regret it? I can't regret it. Fuck!

H-Annie...
A-It's fine I'm just gonna go to Johnny's for the night
H-I didn't mean to-
A-I said it's fine
H-But-
A-You realized you didn't like me and
I can't change that but it's okay

This girl needs to stop cutting me off.

H-Annie stop-
A-Hayden I said it's okay
H-Annie stop cutting me off!
A-Why?! So you can tell me you just wanted to see what it would be like to kiss me or how you wanted to play with my emotions
H-You think that low of me?

I admit it hurt.

A-What am I suppose to think?! You kissed me I enjoyed it you didn't! You thought it was a mistake
H-I did enjoy it
A-What the fuck?! You can't keep changing your mind!
H-Fuck! All you fucking do is mess with my mind!
A-Me?! What the fuck did I do?!

She emphasized the I.

H-You made me have feelings for you! And I can't have these feelings!
A-Why not?! H-Because one of us is gonna end up hurting the other person! And it's most like gonna be me hurting you and I really don't feel like having that!
A-Well guess what? You already hurt me

She walked off into her room. God why do I mess up so badly? I eventually decided to walk up to her door. I was about to knock then I decided not to. I walked back to the living room and then back to Annie's door. I knocked there's no going back now.

A-Go away

Not happening. I walked in and she looked at me.

A-What?
H-Can we talk?
A-We're talking right now right?
H-Yeah but about what happened earlier
A-What happened?

Fuck! I told her that this night never happened and she's going with it.

H-I'm a dumbass I know but what I said earlier I didn't mean it. I really did like that kiss and I was scar- I didn't want to change
A-Why?
H-Lose my image of the bad boy. I can't do that
A-Why not?
H-Before I was a happy little boy and all my happiness got stripped away from me so that means I can't be that happy little boy anymore
A-Hayden you really want to make it up to me?
H-Yes
A-Go get me ice cream and then go to Starbucks and get me my usual drink
H-Wow
A-Fine then get out

I got out and left to get her ice cream and Starbucks. I went back in the house got her a spoon and I walked back in her room and Johnny was there. What the fuck?!

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