Thoughts

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I make one mistake and my life is over.

Can I not learn from my mistakes, and try to do better?

I want to, but it's hard when no one has any hope for you.

Why can't I be like her, so perfect, smart, beautiful and kind

Why am I me, so ugly, stupid, and dark inside?

Everyone thinks I'm hopeless

I want to prove them wrong, but it's impossible when you already know they're true.

One person loved you, bet then left you for something else more hopeful.

I'm waiting like a tree, to see if I will blossom, but that isn't going to happen because I'm already rotting.

I have so many things, but it still seems like I have nothing.

Why?

Because those things were not meant for me in the first place.

It's hard when you're hopeless.