Thoughts

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I didn't do that and stop saying that I did.

You were so happy with me yesterday, how can one thing that I didn't do change that?

Stop exaggerating.

Are you just an actor or am I actually a really horrible person?

Nobody understands the hurdles I've been given, and I don't want anyone to know.

But it hurts when I can feel the war inside me tearing me apart, and I'm afraid my true face will show.

Why have I been given this life when there's no way to make it better, except for one way.

I want to do that way, but I'm still too weak to do it.

But I feel a stronger compulse to do it everyday.

Maybe I will do it.

I hope it's soon.