pieces

fall

"oh its sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along"

Yes. I had one, when geo came.
Guilt continuously killed me that time.
Yet i still managed it.

I ended my relationship with ethan, the guy whom im with that time, because i know that thats the right thing to do.
I accepted all the harsh words that came out of his mouth because i know i deserve it.

As always, im alone in facing those kinds of situation.
Alone in the house, no one to call for help, no one to contact.

I cried and cried.

And later that night.

I realized.

no.

Im wrong this time.

Because i have someone to call now.

And thats Geo.

I asked him to go here.
Here in the house.

At first, he hesitated.
But the moment he knew im crying,
He immediately went there.

He saw me at my worst.
I was so fucked up that time.

All he ever did was to hug me and listen to my sobs.
He didnt let go of me.
I felt so secured.
I felt so safe.
It felt like home.

Thats all i ever needed.
He didnt left.
He just stayed by myside.

He was the one there.
Saw me miserable.
Saw me hopeless.
Yet he chose to stay.

I felt the love.
I felt my worth.
And there i admitted.
Yes im inlove again.

"Enough for today.You should rest. Youve been through enough"
He whispered gently.

He continued to brush myhair with his hands.
~~~~~

I know,
Im in danger.
This guy is a danger to me.
Im getting myself another heartache in the future.
But, im ready to take the risk.
And i hope youre worth the pain.