Unrecruited Love

Chapter 2

Yoongi POV
I'm someone who's really passionate about everything I do, especially writing songs that inspire people. I love my work so much that sometimes I stay in my studio for 2 to 3 days just writing lyrics. but to write beautiful lyrics you always need a muse, and my muse is Jiminie, the love of my life. he was always there for me whenever I needed him. he was the one who got rid of addiction of smoking. 

Before I met him I was in a really bad place where I barely made money and starving. I used to sell my mixtape on the streets all day but didn't get paid most of the time because they would scam me. I barely had enough money to eat food. I lost all my passion for music back then and was almost on the brink of suicide. the day when I finally gave up on my life was the day I met JIMIN for the first time. 

I was walking toward one of the bridges and stood there facing the still water thinking 'ahhh so this is where it ends, all my pain and sorrow' i climbed the rail, but I was hesitating whether to let go of my hands. I was scared, to give up my life, I knew I can never achieve anything, I've only disappointed my parents and others. a part of me wanted to live, to enjoy the good things in life, maybe start a new life somewhere, but another part of me took over that was telling me I'm not worth anything, and I should be better off giving up my life because there is no such thing as starting over. 

I let go of my left hand, with each passing thoughts my right hand was slipping, and when I finally made up my mind to let go, a hand grabbed me from behind and pulled me out from the rail. I couldn't see the man face because he was kneeling down holding his face trying to catch his breath.

 "yahhhh!!!! who tf told you to save me? I never asked for your help, so just kindly fucking walk away." I said furiously I was mad but a small portion of me felt glad that he saved me, whoever he is. I was about to walk away when the man suddenly grabs my hand and turns me around. 

"nobody told me to save you! but if I haven't you would have inflicted a great pain on your family and everyone that cares about you. suicide is not the answer to your problems. I may not know who you are, but what I do know is you didn't want to give up your life, it's the hardships and struggles that clouded your judgement thinking this was the best option." he stopped and looked at me waiting for a response.

 even though I wanted to talk back and say 'you don't know anything about me so don't act like you care and try to be modest' but nothing came out because I knew I was thankful for him, but knowing my ego i would probably never say it, but I would never meet him so I should just let it go and thank him. 

" thank you" I whispered and saw his face turned into a surprise.

 " w-wha-at" he said stuttering. 

I got embarrassed and shy, so I said: "yah I won't repeat myself again if you didn't hear it it's your fault" and turned to leave but he ran to block my path. " I did hear you, but I thought you were actually going to yell at me or something," he said scratching the back of his head, 'he is so adorable' i thought, wait did I just call him adorable, wtf is wrong with me?

 "well now you know what I actually said, so kid move I'm leaving,"I said moving him away to start walking. but the man-child followed me. "if you don't mind, can I walk with you til the subway, since it's really late out and you know I have a higher chance of getting kidnapped since I'm pretty and all that" he said looking at me.

 I got to admit he was pretty, tbh the prettiest guy I ever saw. WTF STOP THAT YOONGI! i didn't say anything because I was afraid I might say something embarrassing, I just stared at him 

"oooookayyy so ill take that as a yes. btw it seems like you don't talk much, your like my best friend, who shuts up when he is in his alien world". he kept rambling about his best friend.